Path: newsspool2.news.atl.earthlink.net!stamper.news.atl.earthlink.net!elnk-atl-nf1!newsfeed.earthlink.net!newshosting.com!nx02.iad01.newshosting.com!diablo.voicenet.com!newsprint.newsread.com!newsread.com!newsstand.newsread.com!POSTED.monger.newsread.com!not-for-mail Newsgroups: alt.startrek.creative.erotica.moderated Approved: ascem@earthlink.net Organization: Better Living Thru TrekSmut Sender: ascem@earthlink.net Message-ID: From: "Julianna" MIME-Version: 1.0 Mailing-List: list ASCEML@yahoogroups.com; contact ASCEML-owner@yahoogroups.com Subject: NEW2U: All My Hopes 1/1 [G], U (S/U implied) UFF Content-Type: text/plain; charset=ISO-8859-1 Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable Lines: 77 Date: Sun, 26 Dec 2004 13:55:12 GMT NNTP-Posting-Host: 209.198.142.218 X-Complaints-To: Abuse Role , We Care X-Trace: monger.newsread.com 1104069312 209.198.142.218 (Sun, 26 Dec 2004 08:55:12 EST) NNTP-Posting-Date: Sun, 26 Dec 2004 08:55:12 EST Xref: news.earthlink.net alt.startrek.creative.erotica.moderated:86258 X-Received-Date: Sun, 26 Dec 2004 05:55:15 PST (newsspool2.news.atl.earthlink.net) Title: All My Hopes Author: Ster Julie Rating: G Genre: Drama Code: U (S/U implied) Part: 1/1 [UFF] Uhura is waiting on Vulcan for the ship to return bearing Spock's=20 living body and his katra. She's got to have faith. --- All my hopes. I said that to the Admiral before he, Dr. McCoy, Sulu and Chekov=20 beamed up to the Enterprise. How I wanted to go with them, Sugar!=20=20 I would search the galaxy on my hands and knees for you in a=20 heartbeat if it meant I could once more hold you in my arms. All my hopes. I could not go with our friends to find you. I had another job to=20 do. I had to sneak off and join Sarek on the diplomatic shuttle he=20 has commandeered. I had to help him get everything ready here on=20 Vulcan. We have a miracle to perform. All my hopes. I shouldn't be so selfish. You are important to many more people=20 than just me. In a way, my darling, you belong to all of us. You=20 will be surprised to see just how many people are arriving to climb=20 Mount Selaya. You once said that Vulcan rejected you. Either you=20 were wrong, my heart, or they have since reconsidered. All my hopes. I have passed on the information I received from Sulu to your=20 father. Sarek looks so regal in his formal robes and clan finery.=20=20 He seems so calm on the outside. I wonder just how many butterflies=20 he has in his stomach right now as we watch your ship approach. Is=20 that a Bird of Prey? I can't wait to hear _that_ story! All my hopes. I am trying, dear one, to remain calm. I think you would be proud=20 of my efforts. Then again, you'd never admit it. Saavik stepped=20 aside so I could help carry you down the ramp. They told me earlier=20 that you were alive yet confused. What's since happened that we=20 have to carry you? I admit that I am worried, even though I can=20 hear you say, "It is illogical to worry." Of course I worry. I=20 love you. Worry is part of love's package deal. All my hopes. We handed you off to those young women who carried you up all those=20 steps. They in turn gave you to T'Lar. I hope she knows that she=20 now holds all my hopes=97literally=97as she attempts the fal tor pann.=20=20 Oh no! I said attempts! I meant to say performs. Faith. I have=20 to have faith. You have been through so much, sacrificed so much=20 for all of us. God or fate or the powers that be owe this to you!=20=20 I'll just spend however long it takes by sifting through all of the=20 wonderful memories you have made with me and anticipate all the=20 wonderful memories to come. Hurry back to me, Spock, my love. All my hopes. FIN ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ASCEM messages are copied to a mailing list. Most recent messages can be found at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ASCEML. NewMessage: