Received: from [66.218.67.193] by n1.grp.scd.yahoo.com with NNFMP; 07 Jan 2004 08:35:47 -0000 X-Sender: sil@sileya.net X-Apparently-To: ASCEM-S@yahoogroups.com Received: (qmail 84057 invoked from network); 7 Jan 2004 08:35:46 -0000 Received: from unknown (66.218.66.167) by m11.grp.scd.yahoo.com with QMQP; 7 Jan 2004 08:35:46 -0000 Received: from unknown (HELO mailstore.psci.net) (63.65.184.2) by mta6.grp.scd.yahoo.com with SMTP; 7 Jan 2004 08:35:46 -0000 Received: from max (as1-d11-rp-psci.psci.net [63.69.225.11]) by mailstore.psci.net (8.12.2/8.12.2) with SMTP id i078ZGam030862 for ; Wed, 7 Jan 2004 03:35:16 -0500 Message-ID: <009501c3d4f9$3aea88a0$0be1453f@max> To: "ASCEM-S" X-Priority: 3 X-MSMail-Priority: Normal X-Mailer: Microsoft Outlook Express 5.50.4133.2400 X-MimeOLE: Produced By Microsoft MimeOLE V5.50.4133.2400 X-eGroups-Remote-IP: 63.65.184.2 From: "Sileya" X-Yahoo-Profile: sileya MIME-Version: 1.0 Mailing-List: list ASCEM-S@yahoogroups.com; contact ASCEM-S-owner@yahoogroups.com Delivered-To: mailing list ASCEM-S@yahoogroups.com Precedence: bulk List-Unsubscribe: Date: Wed, 7 Jan 2004 02:35:38 -0600 Subject: [ASCEM-S] NEW: TOS: "The Farther They Fall", Sa/m, K, S, Mc, U, [NC-17+] 1/6 Reply-To: "Sileya" Content-Type: text/plain; charset=US-ASCII Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit The Farther They Fall Title: The Farther They Fall (or The Big Mama That Wouldn't Seem to End!) Author: T'Riva (rstrimble@sbcglobal.net) Series: TOS Pairing: Sa/m, K, S, Mc, U Warnings: NC-17+; The first 18 pp of this 57-page story are extremely violent, but this is mainly a story of dealing with that trauma. It includes non-con sex (molestation, forced sodomy and rape); violence (beating and flogging); general nastiness; this story is not for the faint-of-heart. Acknowledgements: I would like to thank Selek for the fabulous beta read. Archive: Sarek and Amanda group; ASCEM; Sarek Fun Fest; Sarek Slash Page; others please ask. Disclaimer: Paramount owns these guys; I just enjoy them for nonremunerative frolics. Summary: Kirk and Sarek get captured and try to survive a ruthless PART ONE - Held Captive Zeta-Kesar: Class M planet on the edge of the Neutral Zone near the new border of the Romulan and Klingon Empires, now strategically- located since the most recent incursion of Romulan forces into what had been Klingon territory. Kirk felt his breath quicken at the implication. Surely they wouldn't.couldn't. But Sarek couldn't fight them; he had passed out sometime before Kirk was allowed in, and even if he could, he was far outnumbered, exhausted, chilled far beyond what a Vulcan could likely handle, and now, seriously injured. Also, there were the plentiful weapons jangling on every belt of the rebels - every weapon of torture imaginable and likely happily used, given the opportunity. But he had likely heard correctly, ".too pretty to waste this way, leave him for better things." The guards had laughed and asked if they might have a turn. The officer had replied that the ambassador should be served to the officers first, but with enough oil, who knows how long he could last." He and Ambassador Sarek had dressed in simple clothes when they had realized there was the danger of discovery by rebel forces, hoping that they might not be recognized. But Sarek's face, regal bearing, and voice could not be concealed by the plebian attire of a Vulcan trader. They had recognized him immediately, Kirk believed, as all eyes shifted toward Sarek as he turned toward them. They smiled and asked his name rather pointedly. Upon giving a pseudonym, a guard backhanded Sarek with such force that he fell back and Kirk barely caught him. Kirk's anger had boiled over at the obvious misinformation they had been fed. They had been set up from the beginning. Everything had appeared as it should when they had arrived, so the Enterprise had been sent out after a high priority distress call that had also probably been faked. They had been receiving reports for close to a year that the violent rebels were being contained and that the capital city was a safe place to start negotiations between the dictatorship and those same rebels. But the dictatorship had never had the control that their faked reports and holo scenes depicted. They only had the technology to create the images to lure the diplomatic party in. The elite's dictatorship had been dismantled and their leaders were held captive. The Federation diplomat had been brought in as a scapegoat to mollify the furious rebels that had actually taken most of the planet. From the adjoining cell, Kirk had been forced to listen to Sarek's jacket being ripped off, the crash as he was thrown across the cell into the wall, the rustle of chains and clank of cuffs being secured about his wrists, then the ripping of the back of his shirt, and finally the crack of the heavy whip again and again. Kirk found himself cringing inwardly in empathy for the compassionate, dignified man who sought only to bring people together, and seemed to suffer endlessly for it, from what Kirk had seen. The Patron stood just outside, between the cells, watching as Kirk tried not to react, and too often did, being laughed at heartily each time. He kept Kirk up to date on Sarek's ability to stand, his swaying, minute signs of discomfort, and on the amount of skin left on his back. When Sarek had finally sagged and hung from the metal wrist cuffs, they stopped. It had been much longer than Kirk would've thought possible, and he cursed the Vulcan control and pride that kept Sarek standing so long, thereby increasing his injuries and lengthening his suffering. Two guards dragged Sarek's unconscious body unceremoniously across the hay-strewn floor and tossed him in a heap. The remains of his tunic were shredded and mixed with blood and raw flesh, and now littered with dirt and scattered bits of hay. Kirk was finally allowed to go to him. He approached and rolled Sarek onto his side to keep the pressure and dirt from the open wounds and his face off the damp floor. He felt Sarek shiver; heard an almost imperceptible moan escape his lips as Kirk tried to reposition him. "Let me clean and bandage his wounds, at least," Kirk said roughly. "And if you want him to last much longer, he'll need some warmth." Guilt tugged at him - he, the military man, had not a scratch on him, while the ambassador, a civilian trying to help these people, lay bloodied, in immense pain, and cold to the bone. The Patron grinned. "Watching you cleanse him might entertain the guards, but I'd rather see you lie together under a single blanket," he leered and Kirk had to wonder if he was implying something sexual, but not for long. "He will be nice to lay with, don't you think?" He snickered and winked. Kirk glared at the Patron, but softened his expression as he realized that any more punishment would be dealt to the ambassador, not himself. The rebels had decided that Sarek, being Vulcan, certainly would not tell them what was sought, and so decided to use him to get to the captain to provide them their bounty of information for use in their insurrection. Water, rags and bandages were brought, and a single small blanket. More guards than necessary sat about the outside the cell, vying for the best seat. Kirk positioned himself as best he could to block their view of Sarek and began to gently wipe away the blood and debris from amongst the wounds. Sarek jerked slightly with each wipe. He worked quickly, taking advantage of Sarek's unconsciousness to spare him even more pain upon his wakening. Too little was left of the tunic, so Kirk ripped the remains from him. The guards chuckled and offered, "I think the pants should go to. They will soon enough, anyway." The guards laughed heartily. Kirk swallowed at the thought of what might come next for this man he had so admired and respected and was coming to think of as a friend. Their shared experiences in sickbay while both recovered during the journey to Babel had only been the beginning, but it had sparked Kirk's interest in getting to know the man behind the often intimidating demeanor. The ambassador had the adoration of a beautiful, generous, loving, and indubitable woman that Kirk felt drawn to immediately, and a complex relationship with his son, Kirk's closest friend, that involved incredible respect, a hair-trigger volatility and a deep devotion each seemed not to see in the other because of constant misunderstandings. He had wondered if he would ever have the chance to get to know the man himself with family drama, battles, and treachery always taking the forefront in his presence. But little by little, he had. He had made so many assumptions about Vulcans based on Spock, and his father seemed to dispel almost every one of them after his heart operation, during their trip to and from the Babel conference. There was his obvious devotion to his wife to the point of distraction, and his odd almost quixotic tendencies toward both women and men that Kirk had attributed to the demands of his position. Sarek could persuade and enamor with charm, magnetism and a devilish sense of humor that was both infectious and erotic. And just like his wife, he showed a generous nature, whether it be to help a cadet confused by astrophysics she was studying as he did on the way to the Babel conference, the need for a musician to accompany Uhura in her singing. Even an emotional pain to be eased by a brief mind touch. Kirk had not thought Sarek would have had the sensitivity to glean his pain from the loss of Miramanee that welled up as he watched Amanda tend to Sarek and his attentiveness back. But he had called Kirk over and subtly talked of the Vulcans use of a mind touch to lessen the pain of grief after there is little left of value to gain from it, and offered his touch. Kirk was a surprised by the admission of grief by a Vulcan as he was by the offer of what felt a very intimate act as he accepted and experienced it. He felt the pain ease as it seemed to sift from his mind, saw Sarek's body stiffen subtly, heard his sharp intake of breath, then his eyes closed then opened, glistening, and a flash of sadness crossed his features, then he looked again as he always did - confident and regal, in full control. Sarek and Amanda ingratiated themselves together and separately all over the Enterprise. Not knowing Sarek before except through the media, Kirk had considered that it might have been his gratitude and relief at having a second chance at life, but Amanda never seemed surprised by what she saw him do, or heard he had done, in this vein. Then there was his completely illogical and provocative contrariness when cooperation would win him what he wanted, his need to poke the hive to watch the bees swarm angrily. He seemed a man of depth and contradiction whichever way Kirk saw him. Kirk had seen him at his worst - emotionally ravaged and defeated when the timeline sabotage had taken his wife, and with it the incredible courage it took to try to gain her back, and emotionally vulnerable in pon farr when Lieutenant Teanae had taken advantage of his weakness and assaulted him. Kirk had realized that Sarek's austere and indifferent mask was merely him trying to be the Vulcan most expected or needed to see in his position of authority. Sarek was, however, more secure and comfortable with himself; he was not so rigid as his son in his need to appear in control. Kirk was afraid how this experience might affect Sarek, because though he had been vulnerable and even defeated before, he had likely never been so brutalized or humiliated, if what he'd heard was going to happen. He could not imagine a man of Sarek's stature, background, and dignity sodomized and raped. The unfortunate irony was that these were exactly those things that made him these men's target. He lifted him gently into a sitting position, laying Sarek's head on his shoulder to wrap the bandages around his chest. Sarek let out a soft moan that just reached the guards. "Hmmm, he is already getting hot from your embrace, Captain. Just wait `til we have him in ours. He'll really like what we're gonna give him." A chorus of laughs followed. Captain Kirk gritted his teeth and tried to imagine how Sarek would have wanted him to respond. He gave them no reaction - imagined they weren't there. Sarek rolled his head and croaked a word that might have been "James". Kirk shushed him gently. "Rest. I've just bandaged your wounds." As he turned Sarek and started to lay him back on his side, he saw a gash on his forehead he hadn't noticed before, and swallowed. The now-dried blood had oozed down the side of his face in rivulets. Head wounds were very serious for Vulcans. He cupped and lifted Sarek's face so he was eye-to-eye with him. Sarek's eyes were partially open, but looked cloudy with confusion - a bad sign. "Sir," Kirk whispered as he tried to catch some recognition in those eyes. "Sir!" he said loud enough now for the guards to hear. Titters followed, and they echoed him, "Sir!" in the same anxious tone. The eyes seemed to focus a bit, but the cloudiness remained. "James?" Sarek asked in a slightly stronger tone. Kirk smiled. "Where is my wife?" Kirk frowned. Could it already be too late? He couldn't give up. Sarek was traumatized and confused, but with some rest, perhaps he would be himself again. He had to believe that. The Enterprise would come for them. Soon they would discover the deception, and realize the likely explanation. He could not help but think of Amanda on board. He remembered her discomfort at leaving her husband behind. Sarek explained how it was simply the preliminary meeting and it would be short and organizational, essentially of little substance, and that the capital was secured long ago. But since it qualified as an area of unrest, Sarek wasn't comfortable about bringing her as he usually did. Kirk had heard that Amanda had a bad feeling, perhaps that had also influenced Sarek to leave her somewhere where he knew she would be safe. Kirk wondered if she had now heard that the distress call was probably faked and felt compassion for what she must be fearing for her husband, but he realized it was infinitely better than having her here to see this, or worse, to be assaulted herself. The Enterprise would come back soon. Hopefully, soon enough. Sarek's eyes slipped closed and Kirk felt panic as he felt for a pulse on his neck. It thrummed softly, perhaps too softly, but he was still alive at least. He had to hope that the head injury would not kill him, and that his body would mend enough to survive until the Enterprise arrived. It had been only a couple years since they'd almost lost him on the way to Babel. He could not face Amanda and Spock with the news of Sarek's death, just as he could not imagine witnessing it himself. Just as the rest of the crew had grown fond of him since the journey to Babel, so had he. He had been as relaxed, warm and teasing on this mission as after his heart operation. His reconciliation with his son had allowed him to be more himself and he had seemed sincerely motivated to get to know his son's friends, and continually drew out and comforted others by his mere personality and sense of humor alone. Kirk quickly saw the charisma, magnetism and charm he had always heard of in the man and understood now why he was the ambassador extraordinaire. His serious heart condition and rift with his son had seemed to suck the life out of him when Kirk had first met him. When Sarek had first arrived on the Enterprise, he had seemed so severe and cold, but with the back story filled in, it all seemed so understandable why he was not the same man they saw later. They had all rushed to judgment, Kirk thought sadly, and taken Spock's side with poor Amanda caught in the middle trying to explain how such divergent views could coexist. Yet what son sees his father clearly? How many fathers act the tyrant out of desperation thinking that that might help protect the son? Wasn't it usually the middle ground that held the grains of truth? Sarek had been filled with hurt and disappointment in losing his son so early, young even by human terms when he left Vulcan for Starfleet. Spock had been so resentful, independent, and angry at his father he felt did not care for or respect him (and wrong on both counts, Kirk had found out rather quickly). That hurt only grew over the eighteen years, brick by brick, the lack of communication fortifying the anger and betrayal Sarek must have felt. Then to come aboard the Enterprise full of his son's comrades and friends fiercely loyal to him, already ill with a dangerous heart condition; his wife realizing something was wrong and feeling Sarek was pulling away from her; fearing for her marriage as she had admitted to Kirk when Sarek had moved to a guest room in their house. Likely it was easier than sleeping with a wife he couldn't be physical with, especially when he couldn't even explain why. He had wanted to protect her, Kirk had figured, but had done more damage in the end. All that stress plus the over one hundred representatives, half of whom attempted to corner him to argue about the vote, the volatile conference they headed to, the Tellarite ambassador regularly in his face, the murder, and the accusation of murder. They had not given Sarek any leeway for the considerable stresses, and no chance to explain his side. He and the crew had been so unfair to Sarek that he had to make the first move by involving his son in the teasing of his wife when some of the stresses had been relieved and he realized he would live. Sarek never begrudged any of them that judgment and treatment. He gently lay Sarek down on his side and saw him shiver again more forcefully. He had to keep him warm. Kirk pulled off his jacket and wrapped Sarek in it, then tucked the blanket about him. He paused, not wanting to give the audience even more of a reason to mock them, but realized that Sarek needed all of the warmth Kirk could offer. He slipped under the last of the blanket and lay down along Sarek's back spooning him as closely as he could without aggravating his injuries. "What ya doin' under there, Captain?" one guard asked. Another chimed in, "Stuff somethin' between his knees, Captain, and you can get at his package!" "That'll make him feel better!" another added. They all laughed at that. "Captain don't know how to take advantage of a pretty ass and face ready for the taking!" "He ain't got fight to stop you, Captain. At least have a taste, if not a meal." Kirk tried to focus elsewhere. Nothing he could say or do would improve their situation, and too many things could worsen it. He only hoped the guards kept to their orders to let Sarek recuperate until their intended sport the next day, at least. But he could feel those eyes on their backs; feel the lust and rage directed toward them, and especially toward Sarek who he believed they resented for his comportment and station. Kirk had the sense to question Sarek about the choice for this assignment. Sarek had also felt trepidation about his ability to be heard by the rebel side that seemed to want to hate him before he said a word. He was aristocracy incarnate to a world of the downtrodden and resentful, presumably held captive by the regal, spoiled, and callous minority. He had all of the opportunity, wealth, and circumstance they could never have. Except for his integrity, fairness, generosity, and compassion that they could not envision in him, he was the epitome of their mortal enemy. The Federation Council argued that it was merely the beginning of long talks between the dictatorship and the rebel factions. Sarek would certainly make a great impression on the elitist leaders and he could get the "ball rolling" as those leaders seemed to be seeking this resolution of hostilities out of the goodness of their hearts. Sarek protested such an optimistic assumption, but they had at least thought that they would enter the safe capital city and organize and educate the leaders to mend their fences and possibly start their planet on the road to a possible Federation alliance, if not full admission. Little contact had been made with the planet, as it had been hands- off for many decades due to unresolved hostilities that were too threatening to visitors. The majority of the world had an almost paranoid vision of visitors taking over their world due to skirmishes with both the Klingons and Romulans in the past. Only the more street-wise and sophisticated traders had penetrated the established zones, and in the last decade, few traders slipped in and then escaped. For almost a decade, only holovids had made it out and reports from the constantly changing leaders. Kirk and Sarek had argued that there were too many discrepancies, and that the view of the planet suddenly sounded too serene and close to cooperation to be believed. Strategically, it was a brilliant holding should the Federation acquire it, allowing a window into both the Klingon and Romulan Empires. For all their resource-draining wars, it still was a fairly rich planet, not needing support but able to pay their fair share of Federation taxes if they received membership. It was also mineral rich, which translated into dilithium. So, the positive reports offered up a rationale, at least, to send in diplomat. Ambassador Sarek was the best, and so the Federation ignored both Kirk's and Sarek's objections, and with trepidation, Sarek agreed and resigned himself to a steep battle of persuasion. Who could have known that he would be so silenced before he could even marshal his first argument? Sarek might have had a chance to begin to state his case if he was allowed a few more hours to recover from his injuries, for he appeared to be in a healing trance. But the rage beyond the bars had been burgeoning throughout the evening, and late in the night, as many of the guards fell asleep, one stood, and with a fierce determination, wanted to take the one who seemed so like those he hated. He grabbed the key opposite the door, slid it into the lock and stepped in so quietly that no one noticed. He stood and stared at the two soft faces in sleep, then stooped near the ambassador and traced the streak of dried blood on the side of his face and touched it to his own lips. He imagined what the ambassador's mouth might taste like, perhaps a light reflection of this coppery blood his tongue savored. He imagined tasting his lips, his tongue, biting down and cutting deeply as the ambassador fought him but could not pull free. But there were even greater pleasures he might find with this soft-voiced prince. He lifted the blanket and surveyed the wrapped chest, tight and full with well-developed muscles, and the expanse of soft skin above and below the gauze. He traced the furls of hair just above the bandage and imagined the drifts that would lead to his nipples that were now, unfortunately, hidden under the dressing. His finger traced the trail of dark hair that led into his pants. His finger caught in the fastener, pushing it down to survey the upper groin. He would have this prince before the officers. He pulled out his dagger, newly sharpened and slipped it into the waistband. With a quick slice, the crotch opened to the sight of a soft, stretchy undergarment, almost transparent over a mound of hidden flesh revealing a good-sized organ. He felt his heart quicken as he reached underneath the soft material to feel the warm flesh and fondled the flaccid yet hefty penis. Sarek groaned as his breathing accelerated. The guard grabbed Sarek's hair and thrust his mouth over his to silence him as he masturbated his prize. "Leave him be," Kirk growled with a ferocity that surprised even him. The shock of what he saw, and worse, what might come of it, in front of him, filled him with rage. "Wake the others and he'll die," the guard said, and the dagger whipped to Sarek's throat with breathtaking speed. Kirk could see it poised over Sarek's carotid artery. One flick and there would be no way Kirk could save him. He also saw that the guard intended to continue his violation as he saw the hand underneath the sheer fabric still stroking Sarek's penis. Kirk tried not to notice whether Sarek was responding, other than his breaths quickening. Just how far would the guard go, and what chance would there be that this man might risk all - a loose canon that would give his life for this last act of defilement, out of lust, rage, and resentment? "What do you want?" Kirk asked, thinking that there might be some way to barter for later "gifts" from Sarek or himself. More importantly, Kirk wanted to delay what might be inevitable. He only had to get the man talking, and keep him talking to begin to develop a bond. If he saw them as worthy beings in their own right, that might ameliorate the damage to come - something he had learned from Ambassador Sarek, himself. The masturbation ceased. Kirk swallowed and felt his fear-induced nausea decrease. "You will strip him, and I will have all of him." The guard looked around and frowned. "There is no surface to lay him over." Kirk felt shock roil through him. Surface to lay him over! Kirk had to force the sickening image of the guard's preparation of Sarek - the naked form draped forward, legs spread - from his head. The man seemed to be organizing his entire night's horrific entertainment in front of Kirk, as if he would gladly stand by and help with the tools and props. The man was not set to bargain; he had simply thought Kirk was willing to allow him anything of Sarek in his fear for Sarek's life. Then the nausea came back with a vengeance as he imagined what this man could do to Sarek and that at some point, Sarek might awaken to see Kirk as his audience. His heart pounded at his impotence. Sarek was so vulnerable now, and this man was a strong specimen of a strong species, loaded down with weaponry, bent on taking Sarek in every way he could think of. They stared at each other for several moments, when the guard smiled. "Is it really so much to ask, for the life of your succulent prince?" The man looked down at his quarry and traced the bandages. "It is too bad they damaged him so soon. I would have liked to feel the length of his body against mine." His eyes became hooded with lust as he caressed Sarek's face and licked his lips as if ready for an enticing meal. "Pull off his pants," the guard ordered. He looked distracted by his heady lust and glanced around the cell. "We can bind him to the bars above the door." He pulled off a leather strip from his belt that must have been a sort of garrote. With a sick irony, he remembered losing consciousness, almost dying, by a very similar weapon at the hands of Sarek's own son. The guard caught Kirk's anxious stare at it. "I don't need to asphyxiate him while I take him." The guard actually laughed good-naturedly. "That's a fondness and privilege of the officers, which he will soon experience, no doubt. I will bind his wrists with this, and leave some length to turn him so that I can taste his seed before I leave mine within him." Everything seemed to be accelerating out of Kirk's control. He had thought by now the other guards might have awakened. He was beginning to believe this man's revolting fantasy might actually take place, with Kirk powerless to stop him and being forced to watch as Sarek awakened. It was a nightmare. Why hadn't the guards awakened? He stared at them as they lay still, mouths hung open, snoring. The guard caught his appraisal of the guards. "Don't worry about them. I added a little herb to their drink. We'll have the whole night to enjoy him." Kirk felt himself pale; the man thought he might join in? There was little he could do but play along. If he thought he was in on it, perhaps he might be afforded a chance to save Sarek from this. The guard smiled at him. "You realize your friend will never survive the officers, each man will be allowed to asphyxiate him a little longer as they take him, until the last officer gets to watch him die. They like to see the light flicker out as the victim stares at he who takes him. You feel them rock with your thrusts, see that last bit of terror, as their life force ebbs." He seemed to shake himself out of his reverie, a bright smile on his face. "I can't wait to be an officer; someday maybe I will watch that life force ebb as I ram him harder and harder." He stared at Sarek's still form hungrily. "I am almost tempted." Kirk shivered at the thought. "Let me get some drink for the occasion!" He stepped out, leaving the door open slightly, then thought again about that, smiled, and locked it. Kirk felt his mind racing. Sarek was to die the next day, after this guard spent the night. He stepped quickly toward Sarek. If perhaps he could wake him. Together they might be able to surprise or distract the guard. He pulled Sarek up to a sitting position, careful of his wounds, but his head lolled; he was still unconscious in his healing trance. Perhaps, if he knew of the danger, he could awaken for a short time. He shook him lightly. "Sarek.Sarek! Wake up!" Continued in next section... [Non-text portions of this message have been removed] ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor ---------------------~--> Buy Ink Cartridges or Refill Kits for your HP, Epson, Canon or Lexmark Printer at MyInks.com. Free s/h on orders $50 or more to the US & Canada. http://www.c1tracking.com/l.asp?cid=5511 http://us.click.yahoo.com/mOAaAA/3exGAA/qnsNAA/5x3olB/TM ---------------------------------------------------------------------~-> Yahoo! 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