Received: from [66.218.66.159] by n2.grp.scd.yahoo.com with NNFMP; 18 Feb 2004 05:26:54 -0000 X-Sender: sil@sileya.net X-Apparently-To: ASCEM-S@yahoogroups.com Received: (qmail 36170 invoked from network); 18 Feb 2004 05:26:52 -0000 Received: from unknown (66.218.66.216) by m19.grp.scd.yahoo.com with QMQP; 18 Feb 2004 05:26:52 -0000 Received: from unknown (HELO mailstore.psci.net) (63.65.184.2) by mta1.grp.scd.yahoo.com with SMTP; 18 Feb 2004 05:26:52 -0000 Received: from max (as4-d39-rp-psci.psci.net [63.92.109.135]) by mailstore.psci.net (8.12.2/8.12.2) with SMTP id i1I5QKQa011837 for ; Wed, 18 Feb 2004 00:26:21 -0500 Message-ID: <007701c3f5df$c8548400$87c5fea9@max> To: "ASCEM-S" X-Priority: 3 X-MSMail-Priority: Normal X-Mailer: Microsoft Outlook Express 6.00.2800.1106 X-MIMEOLE: Produced By Microsoft MimeOLE V6.00.2800.1106 X-eGroups-Remote-IP: 63.65.184.2 From: "Sileya" X-Yahoo-Profile: sileya MIME-Version: 1.0 Mailing-List: list ASCEM-S@yahoogroups.com; contact ASCEM-S-owner@yahoogroups.com Delivered-To: mailing list ASCEM-S@yahoogroups.com Precedence: bulk List-Unsubscribe: Date: Tue, 17 Feb 2004 23:26:37 -0600 Subject: [ASCEM-S] New TOS "Tempting Fate on Squeaky Springs" 6/9 (Mc/Sa, K/S) [NC-17] Reply-To: "Sileya" Content-Type: text/plain; charset=US-ASCII Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit Chapter 6/9 - See all warnings and disclaimers in chapter 1 From somewhere amidst the visions that came only from being wrapped in a blanket of love and desire, Leonard dreamed that Jim was calling to him. "Bones! Bones, are you in there?" he heard. Then, his mind fighting its way to awareness, he realized it wasn't a dream. Before he could respond, Jim had burst through the cabin door; Spock was just behind him. "Jim?" Leonard asked through silted eyes and a sleepy haze. "Spock...? What...what the hell are you two doin' here?" "Bones, are you all right?" Jim panted. "Yeah, we're fine. What's goin' on?" Leonard asked. He and Sarek freed themselves from the tangle of arms and legs. Leonard sat up and rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands, trying to clear his head of the last cobwebs of sleep. "You scared the hell out of us, that's what!" Jim roared. It seemed that Jim had yet to realize that he was lying in bed with Sarek, however, that did not seem to be the case with Spock. His eyebrows had all but disappeared beneath the dark hair that was peaking out from underneath the wool, knit cap. "A correction, Doctor," he stated. "Jim was scared. I was concerned." Turning his attention to Sarek, he asked, "Father, are you well?" Jim flashed his bondmate a look of frustration, as he always did when Spock broke his momentum. Spock simply replied with a twitch of his eyebrows toward Jim. "Quite well, my son," Sarek answered. He rose from the bed, making no attempt to disguise his nudity. He did pull off one of the top blankets and wrap it around him, but even this he did so casually that Leonard suspected it was to arm himself more from the cold air coming from the open door than from any sense of propriety. He certainly didn't seem to be alarmed by their sudden discovery. Something about that served to reassure Leonard that the promises made during the night lived on. Jim turned back to Leonard. "We got the message that you were coming up here, but then couldn't raise you on your communicator, the comm in your shuttle, or here at the cabin. We didn't know what the hell had happened! I contacted the FSA and they couldn't pick up a signal from your shuttle. They're supposed to send out a search party this morning, but we didn't want to wait. Jesus, Bones, I imagined everything from a shuttle explosion to a crash in some canyon where your signal couldn't be detected!" Finding that Sarek's indifference to their situation served to relax him, as well, Leonard replied, "Jim, we're fine. It's true that we ran into some trouble, and I'm damned glad to see ya, but I'd appreciate it if you'd close the door so we can keep some of the heat in." Jim, who had started looking between Sarek and Leonard, his eyes growing a bit wider as he realized what they had walked in on, stopped staring long enough to turn and close the door. He turned back around, pulling off his hat and gloves, and surveyed the obvious disarray in the cabin. "Jesus!" he muttered. Stepping around the debris, he came closer. "We spotted your shuttle. It looks like you had to desert it quickly. Both the back hatch, and the one on the passenger's side appear to be open. What happened?" he asked, his voice still laden with the remnants of anxiety. Deciding that privacy to get dress wasn't going to be afforded, Leonard retrieved his discarded shorts and slid into them as he stood up from their makeshift bed. "We arrived here last night just before it got dark. I saw the trees that had fallen on the property, including the place where I usually put down. Worried about the cabin, I landed in the meadow to see if I could get up here to check on any damage, but then the shuttle wouldn't start again. The electrical system seems to be frozen up; even the comm unit's out. Since we would've frozen to death if we'd waited for help, we had to hike in." He decided this wasn't the time to explain how bad things had really gotten. Before Jim could question him further, Leonard asked, "How'd y'all get here?" Jim seemed to draw a sigh of relief. "We have Spock's flitter. It's light enough that we were able to set down on the frozen pond." "Well, I was beginning to think we were gonna be stranded for a few days. Now that you're here, I can see about gettin' a crew up here to work on the damage. I know there's a tree across the roof, I can see it from here." He looked up in the faint light of the early morning to where the trunk of the tree was visible. It was Spock who replied. "There are actually two trees across your cabin, Doctor." "Two? No kidding? Well, they've sure made a mess of things. This must've happened a coupla days ago 'cause the battery pack that keeps the comm unit charged is dead. Is it still bad outside?" he asked, walking to the bay window. "No, the winds have died down, but..." Jim started Instead of seeing the trees bending under the force of the wind, there seemed to be very little movement other than the sprinkling of snow that was already turning the ground white. "Well, I'll be damned! It's snowing! Looks like it's gonna be a white Christmas after all!" Leonard interrupted. "Indeed, and I suggest we see what can be done to get your shuttle functioning before conditions deteriorate," Spock stated. "Sounds like a good idea," Leonard replied, smiling at his friend. 'We', as in, 'Spock will give it the once over,' he thought. Whereas his Vulcan friend had an exceptional aptitude when it came to mechanical devices, Leonard was decidedly lost when it came to anything mechanized. While Jim was looking around at the obvious damage to the cabin, Spock, always logical and orderly, continued. "As for the trees, you can call for assistance from the flitter. There is also a portable comm unit that we brought along. You can set it up in here until you get power restored." "Sounds good. That means I can stay here and see to the repairs," Leonard answered, slipping into the last of his clothes and pulling on his boots. With Spock's help, he pushed the fallen rafter aside and retrieved his gloves and a hat from the closet beside the front door. Then, turning to Sarek, Leonard said, "We'll have you out of here shortly." Sarek, who had also managed to slip into his clothes, walked to where Leonard was standing. "I seem to remember that I have two days to make my decision." "Yeah," Leonard grinned at him. "But that was before all of this happened. I guess I figured you would wanna get outta here as soon as possible." "I am in no hurry, and if you are staying, then I claim my right to the full extent of the days offered." There was such a look of warmth in those eyes that, had they been alone, Leonard would have pulled him close and kissed him. Instead, he settled for brushing his fingers against the back of Sarek's hand. "There's some emergency packs of food on the counter, if you're hungry. I'll be back soon," he said softly, feeling the sweet tenderness inside of him where Sarek had last been just hours before. //Yes, I feel your presence, as well,// he could've sworn he heard, as if the words were spoken directly to his soul. "I shall await your return here, my ashaya," Sarek responded, openly declaring his feelings for all in the cabin to hear, using the word for love that Leonard had seen in his mind the night before. //Love you...love you with all my heart...// Leonard thought, hoping against hope that Sarek could hear him. Sarek nodded, the slightest hint of that sweet smile he had seen the night before caressed the otherwise stoic face. It was all Leonard could do to drag himself away. The air hung heavy with both unasked and unanswered questions as Leonard walked down to the small flitter with Jim and Spock. The shape the path was in, Leonard found it miraculous that he and Sarek had actually been able to find their way up it in the dark. Reaching the flitter, Jim retrieved some provisions that his friends had brought along on their rescue mission. "This should be better than emergency packs," Jim said, indicating the food in the box. "Looks good!" Leonard said, peering inside. He spied a package of biscuits and several varieties of fruits. Until now, he hadn't thought about how long it had been since either he or Sarek had eaten. 'Well...' he thought, and flushed at the salacious images that came to mind. "Bones, are you okay?" Jim asked. "Yeah, I'm fine, Jim," he chuckled. Leonard got on the comm unit and contacted the FSA to advise them that a rescue party would not be necessary. He then contacted the company that was in charge of upkeep on the cabin and gave them a full report of the damage. "They're sending a team," Leonard said, standing from the flitter's seat. "Considerin' it's Christmas Eve, I'm surprised they have a crew willin' to come out." Reaching inside, Jim pulled out the portable comm unit and laid it on top of the box of provisions that were sitting on the ground. "Great, Bones," Jim answered, less than enthusiastically. "Problem, Jim?" Leonard asked. Without a word, Jim reached in his pocket and pulled out the broken flashlight Leonard had dropped the night before. He held it out, accusingly. "Where'd you find it?" Leonard asked, sheepishly. Tossing his head up the path, he answered, "Back there, on the trail. Let me guess, it was the only one you had with you, and the two of you were up here stumbling around in the dark, right?" Damn! How was it that Jim could always read him like an open book? "Somethin' like that," he admitted. Jim stepped toward him, those green-gold eyes flashing. "Goddammit, Bones! You know damn well that to come up here in the middle of winter without any emergency equipment is asking for trouble! Do you know what could've happened? What we could've found this morning?" Jim demanded. Leonard knew this tone. Jim Kirk was a man with nerves of hardened steel, unless someone he really cared for was in trouble. This outburst was the result of fear, magnified to the point where Jim was royally pissed. He knew Jim well enough to know that it wouldn't get any better until his friend had blown off a considerable amount of steam. And there was Spock, standing at Jim's side, his stoic mask doing little to hide the deep concern that was apparent in those dark brown eyes. If it wouldn't have made Jim that much madder, Leonard would have grinned. Damn, it was nice to be reminded from time to time just how much the three of them really did love each other. "I'm sorry, Jim," Leonard answered contritely. "You're right." "Bones, why did you just take off like that? You never mentioned wanting to come here. Spock had even asked Sarek to join us for Christmas dinner, but he declined, never saying a word about leaving town with you. If you had just *said* something, or if you'd told us that you and Sarek wanted to be alone...by the way, when in the hell did *that* happen?" Leonard looked from Jim to Spock. His Vulcan friend's eyebrows were arched upwards. Standing in the cold with big, fat, wet snowflakes pummeling them wasn't the place he would've chosen to explain, but it seemed to be the time for answers. "As far as coming to Squeaky Springs for Christmas, it wasn't something I'd really thought about until yesterday. As for Sarek and me...well, not until last night." "Then why all the secrecy? Why a delayed vid message that we wouldn't get until you were all ready gone?" "Because I knew you would try to talk me out of it, especially since I'd originally intended on comin' up here alone. I just needed to get away this year. With everything that's been going on, I just needed some time to get my thoughts in order." He paused, wondering whether to be completely truthful, but if there was ever a time, this was it. "Jim, to tell ya the truth, seein' the two of you together can make a guy feel pretty lonely, especially during the holidays." Leonard watched as Jim's anger seemed to deflate right in front of him. "Bones...I'm sorry. We never wanted to do anything to hurt you. I guess sometimes we just don't realize...I mean, we've always been comfortable around you." "Indeed," Spock added. "Hell, I know that, and I wouldn't want it any other way. It's just that this year seemed worse, somehow. What with the training mission that's comin' up, and knowing how I felt about Sarek, and feelin' pretty sure that he didn't feel the same way, was more than I could stand." "And now?" Jim asked. "Now, everything's okay." Leonard nodded, finally allowing that smile that had been threatening to show through. "Glad to hear it, Bones. Just, next time, promise to be more careful, will you? I'm getting too old for this!" Leonard's grin widened. "I promise." "Okay, you two go look at the shuttle, and I'll stay here with Sarek and wait for the repair crew." Leonard nodded and started to turn around, but turned back. "Jim, Spock, thanks, for everything. I don't mind admittin' that I was worried. It seemed that anything that could go wrong, did." "That's what friends are for, Bones. Now, you two get on your way, and Sarek and I should have something whipped up for breakfast by the time you get back." Jim picked up the equipment and headed back to the cabin. Spock and Leonard boarded the flitter and went to the meadow where his shuttle was stranded. After just a few minutes, Spock had discovered the problem. "You have debris in the reactor coil containment unit, Doctor. Had you been able to start it, there is a ninety-seven percent probability that you would have had a fatal explosion." "Damn! I had no idea! You don't know how many times I tried to get it going!" "It is most fortunate that you were unsuccessful." "Is it something that can be fixed?" "Yes, I am removing the outer chamber now and should be able to clean it out sufficiently while inside the protection of your cabin. I will reinstall it this afternoon." "Is that safe?" Leonard asked, backing up a step. "There is no danger, Doctor. I am not removing any of the parts that are charged with radiation." "Spock, thanks. I know I keep saying that, but it sure is good to find out that you have friends you can rely on." Spock turned and looked at him. Those dark eyes that so often seemed combative had softened. "Indeed, and it was for that reason we were concerned, Leonard." It was rare that Spock called him by his given name, and only on those infrequent occasions when a deeper level of closeness was being felt between them. With Spock, 'Doctor' had always been spoken in friendship. It was only when his friend called him 'Doctor McCoy,' that Leonard knew he had to watch out, much like a mother calling her child by all three names. In the years he had known this man, he had always found the arguments between them easier to take than these extraordinary moments of tenderness. It was no different this time. He owed a lot to his friend, the least of which was an explanation. "I...uh...guess finding Sarek and me like that was a shock, huh?" Spock pulled at the collar of his coat, tightening around his neck. Leonard wasn't sure if it was from cold or from nervousness that his friend was fidgeting with the collar. True, it was cold and snowing, but he had spent years watching his friend meticulously attend to the minutest detail when stalling for time. "It was...unexpected. I was not aware that you and my father had considered taking your relationship beyond one of friendship." "Actually, we hadn't. Well, not openly, anyway. Spock, don't get me wrong, I've had strong feelings for Sarek for a long time, but it wasn't until last night that we discovered it was something we both felt. Does it bother you?" Leonard asked. "Bother me? Are you asking if I am disturbed that you and my father are involved in a sexual relationship?" "Yeah, that's exactly what I'm askin'." "To some extent, but not for the reasons you may think. I am quite aware that there has been dissension within my parent's marriage. It seems they are unable to coexist in harmony. The fact that one or the other has found satisfaction elsewhere is not troubling. I am, however, concerned for you. You do realize that he remains bonded to my mother?" "Yeah, I know we can't have what you and Jim have, but I love him, Spock. He's the only person who I would willingly share the rest of my life with, and with or without a bond, I hope to do just that. So, I'll take what he's able to give, and count myself a very lucky man for finding someone I feel this way about." "As you know, Leonard, Vulcan's do not believe in luck." "I don't think Sarek would agree with you, especially after what we went through last night." He grinned, allowing that questioning look to remain on the face of his friend. Spock went back to work on the shuttle, and Leonard loaded the storage locker filled with provisions, and the cases containing his and Sarek's clothes, into the smaller craft. Once they had boarded the flitter and were headed back toward the cabin, Leonard turned toward his friend. "Spock, can I ask you a question?" "I can not remember a time when saying 'no' has stopped you, Doctor," Spock replied. Leonard grinned. "Yeah, but this time it's about the time you returned to Starfleet." "Please, continue," Spock stated, setting the flitter down smoothly. "What brought you back? What I mean is, was it really only V'ger calling to you?" Spock powered off the vehicle and turned his attention to the man seated beside him. "Doctor, those events occurred ten years, twenty-seven days, and eighteen hours ago. I cannot see why it is important at this time." Leonard looked out the window. "I'm sorry. I don't like thinking about that time, either, but you see I've always wanted to apologize to you, and to Jim. If it hadn't been for me, you never would've left. I knew what was goin' on...before the first mission ended. If I'd just had the nerve to say something. To make the two of you realize..." "Leonard, there is no need for self-recrimination. There is nothing you could have done to stop the events that took place. Until I accepted the part of me that I had always denied, I could not accept that which I felt for Jim. Only through my time with the Kolinahru, could I begin my journey toward completeness. As for the reasons surrounding my return, it is true that the V'ger entity reached out to me. However, it was only through the voices of my t'hylara that I discerned the entity." "Your t'hylara?" "Yes, Leonard. One who I wished to join with, the other a brother, and both in need." Leonard rested his head on the back of the seat and smiled. It felt like a heavy weight, one that had become a permanent part of him, fell away. "Does Jim know?" "Jim is my bondmate. We have no secrets." Leonard nodded. "Good," he sighed. "If that is all, may I request that we move to the interior of the cabin? I am becoming quite chilled." "Oh, sure!" he replied, opening the hatch and sliding out of the flitter. "By the way, there's somethin' I didn't know. You never told me that Vulcans have the ability to shut down body systems to conserve heat!" "Doctor, the extent what you don't know would fill volumes." "Now listen here! As your doctor, you had the responsibility to tell me...!" The arguing didn't cease until the two had reached the door. An hour after leaving the cabin, the two friends returned. There was already a two-man team working to get the landing site cleared so other equipment could be brought in. Entering the cabin, the smell of food caused Leonard's stomach to rumble. Any point he had been trying to make with Spock was immediately forgotten. "Looks like the two of you have been busy," Leonard commented, as he and Spock placed the cases down and warmed themselves by the fire. Using only the fireplace, a surprisingly hearty meal had been prepared. There was a pot of oatmeal--compliments of the ration packs--with some of the fresh fruit added that Jim and Spock had brought with them. More fruit had been sliced and set out on a plate. The teabags had been used to brew a pot of tea, and some biscuits were being heated on a pan placed on the hearth. There had even been enough of the dishes salvaged from the toppled shelves to set a table. Leonard also noticed that the mattress had been moved back to the bed. "Well, we didn't have much to work with, but it should be edible," Jim nodded toward the table. "How about the shuttle? Did you find the problem?" "Yeah, Spock did, and it looks like he'll have it repaired by this afternoon." "Good," Jim replied, thoughtfully. "Spock? A moment, please?" Jim asked, pulling his bondmate off to the far corner where the bed stood. For the next couple of minutes, they were whispering between themselves. Actually, it looked like Jim was doing all the talking, while Spock was mostly nodding. Sarek poured four cups of tea, while Leonard ladled out four bowls of oatmeal, retrieved the warmed biscuits from the pan, and added them to the plate of sliced fruit. By the time Jim and Spock returned, breakfast was on the table. Seated, all but Jim began to eat. It seemed like he had other things on his mind. "Bones, I've been thinking. I know that you want to stay here and see to the repairs, but I'd rather the two of you not stay up here alone. Not with the weather as threatening as it is." Swallowing, Leonard replied, "Jim, we'll be fine. This isn't the first winter I've been here, and once the power is restored, and the shuttle's operable, we'll have all the comforts of home." "Then let me put this on a more personal note. Spock and I are in agreement." He looked deliberately toward Sarek. "We want *all* of us to be together for Christmas." Then turning his attention back to his long-time friend, he added, "Dammit, Bones, the three of us have shared a lot of holidays over the years, and let's face it, there's not many traditions left to those of us in Starfleet. Most have long since lost their significance amid apathy, duty shifts, and having to deal with the unexpected. This tradition is just about all we have left. If you want to stay here, and if we all pitch in, we can get this place in shape." "You mean it? The two of you are willin' to stay over? Jim, are you sure? I mean that would be great! But...it's not that large." Although Leonard loved the idea of all of them being together, there was also the consideration of wanting to be intimate with Sarek. As if reading his mind, Jim flushed, slightly, giving his normally golden skin a delightfully ruddy tone. "Bones," he grinned. "If you and Sarek are in agreement, we can make do. I know the couch makes into a bed. Spock and I slept there when you brought us up here last summer, remember? Besides, this place is yours, and it means a lot to you. How many times have you told us the stories of the holidays you spent here before your dad died?" "Every Christmas we have spent together, if I remember correctly," Spock interposed. Leonard was taken back by the offer. He hadn't realized that spending the holidays together had meant that much to Jim and Spock. In the six years since their bonding, he had always assumed that they would just as well have had the time alone, and always included him out of some sense of duty. If he had forgotten just how strong the friendship between them was, this morning had been a vivid reminder. Looking at the man seated beside him, he met Sarek's gaze. "Sarek? Is this okay with you?" he asked. A hand underneath the table closed in around his fingers. "I would find spending the holiday together most pleasant," his Vulcan lover replied. There was a 'hum' of satisfaction coming through to him from his lover's touch. Leonard was certain that Sarek was okay with the offer. Hell, they'd already been found naked in bed together; there wasn't much else left to the imagination! Leonard turned his hand, giving Sarek's fingers a slight squeeze of understanding. "Well, all right! There's enough provisions packed in the storage locker to feed a small army. As long as the repair crew can get the power restored, food's not a problem." Jim, through that wonderful half-smile of his, said, "You know, out back I noticed a small pine that has fallen. If I trimmed it up a bit, I think it would make a perfect Christmas tree. Damn! I haven't seen a real Christmas tree since I was a kid! This is going to be fun." Getting drawn into Jim's enthusiasm, Leonard said, "Hey, if I'm not mistaken, there's still a box of ornaments and decorations in the loft." Looking up, he added, "That is, if they're still in one piece." "Well, Bones, as soon as we finish eating breakfast, we'll check it out," Jim grinned even wider. Suddenly, Leonard felt a rush of 'Christmas spirit' descend upon him that he hadn't felt in many years. It was the feeling of happiness that comes from being surrounded by those you love. [Non-text portions of this message have been removed] ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor ---------------------~--> Buy Ink Cartridges or Refill Kits for your HP, Epson, Canon or Lexmark Printer at MyInks.com. Free s/h on orders $50 or more to the US & Canada. http://www.c1tracking.com/l.asp?cid=5511 http://us.click.yahoo.com/mOAaAA/3exGAA/qnsNAA/5x3olB/TM ---------------------------------------------------------------------~-> Yahoo! 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