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Subject: [ASCEM-S] NEW: VOY C/P Disappeared, without a trace 7/9 R - NC17
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Title: Disappeared, without a trace 7/9
Author: Darksusie - February 04
Series: Voyager
Pairing C/P P/K C/other
Rating: R - NC17
Disclaimer: Voyager and her crew are the property of
Paramount. 
Summary: Chakotay brings Harry up to speed with
Tom made his way down the corridor. What had he done?
But the thought of Chakotay telling him he loved him
wouldn't leave him and despite himself he felt a glow.
This had been more like the Chakotay of old and he
had said he loved Tom. He needed to talk to someone
about his mixed feeling and with this in mind he
headed to see the Captain.

After a long talk, the Captain had suggested that the
marriage be postponed indefinitely. Both her and
Tuvok had kept an eye on the Commander but had not
seen any of the worrying behaviour Tom had mentioned. 
She also advised having a good talk with Harry and for
Tom to be honest about his mixed up emotions. Better
to postpone than find out the marriage was a mistake. 
Feeling just a little lighter he walked into his
cabin. 

"Hi Harry." 

Suddenly his jaw felt like it was exploding as Harry's
fist connected with his face. 

"You fucking whore. He's been back 5 minutes and
you're rutting with him like the slut you are." 

Tom just stared at him rubbing his jaw. 

"You don't have to say anything, lover boy told me the
full sordid story. He apologised for seducing you. 
Told me it wasn't your fault. He couldn't help
sucking you off as he was so turned on by you, that he
had always liked the taste of you. What's the matter
Tom, no not in your vocabulary? Our wedding slipped
your mind. Is he that good you forgot about me?" 
Harry's voice was full of disgust.

Tom found his voice. "Please Harry it wasn't like
that. You don't know what he's been like. He's been
threatening me, threatened to kill you. Then he was
so nice and then he confused me and." 

"Fucking save it Tom, I've always been second best. 
Stay away from me. Go whore yourself to Mr Fucking
Perfect." Harry turned to go. 

"Please Harry, I love you, you've got to believe it. 
It's just, you don't know how Chakotay's been
behaving, he's fucking with my head. Please Harry,
lets talk this over. Don't leave me, don't let him
break us up." 

Harry gave Tom a withering look. "Your mind's not the
only thing he's been fucking with." 

"No, No Harry nothing like that's happened. I
wouldn't do that to you." Tom implored. 

"Stow it Tom, you disgust me," and Harry turned and
left.

Tom sat on the couch with his head in his hands. His
life was falling apart. Chakotay was deliberately
trying to hurt him, it was obvious now. But why did
Chakotay tell him he loved him? Too many questions
and no answers. He couldn't go back and confront the
Commander, he was too scared what might happen, what
he might let happen. 

Harry made his way to the observation lounge. He had
so much to think about. He loved Tom but for weeks
now he'd thought that they could be making a mistake. 
Harry had lusted after Tom from the start and was
filled with love, hope and arousal when they first got
together. He had wanted Tom for such a long time that
he was just grateful that they had a chance to be
together. But as the love grew he wasn't sure if it
was a healthy relationship. They were both needy and
Tom really needed a stronger partner to bring the best
out in him. Now Chakotay had pushed the issue and
Harry had mixed feelings about it. With these
thoughts going through his mind he didn't see Tabor
sat staring out the window till he heard him sob. 

Harry went over and they began talking. Chakotay had
told Tabor about the incident with Tom but had said it
hadn't meant anything, that Tabor and the Commander
could carry on as though nothing had occurred. Tabor
sobbed on Harry's shoulder as he told him he didn't
thing he could carry on with Chakotay, it hurt him too
much to think about what he had done with Tom. They
talked over what had happened and Harry told him how
upset he was, not only with the Commander but with Tom
as well. Harry couldn't remember at which point in
the conversation they had moved together but suddenly
they found themselves kissing and kissing
passionately. Harry pulled away. 

"Tabor, I'm so sorry. We're both unhappy, we
shouldn't be doing this." 

Tabor looked at him. "I'd like you to do it again?" 

Harry hesitated and then pulled him into his arms. 
They didn't hear the doors open. The first they knew
was when Harry was pulled off Tabor and they heard a
menacing voice.

"Well, well Harry, I'm seeing you in a different
light." The Commander's face was hard, unemotional. 

"Fuck off, Commander." Harry turned, the anger making
him bold, and foolish. 

"Tabor go to your cabin, now." The voice held no
argument. Harry watched as the dejected Bajoran
departed. "So you're not content with fucking my old
lover but you're getting it on with my present lover. 
What should I do with you?" Chakotay's voice had the
tone that told Harry he was on the edge but he didn't
care, he was sick of being toyed with. 

"I don't know what your game is but if you remember
Commander," and this was said with a sneer, "you
started it by going after Tom. We were supposed to be
getting married but you come along and fuck it up and
then have the audacity to blame me." 

Chakotay stepped nearer, his voice warningly low. 
"You'll recall ensign, that I was actually with Tom
first and you came along when he was vulnerable and
took advantage. He belonged to me and you took what
was mine. Don't think I didn't see you looking at him
when we were together. I could see the lust in your
eyes even if Tom couldn't and now you make a move on
Tabor when he's upset. Is that the only way you can
get a man Harry, wait till their vulnerable and then
pounce. Now I'm warning you to keep away from Tom and
Tabor, they both belong to me." The Commander's voice
was now practically a growl. 

"Fuck you Commander, don't blame me if you can't keep
your men. Tom's m." Chakotay's fist hit him in the
jaw and his left hit him in the midriff. As Harry
brought up his hands to protect his face, the
Commander carried on hitting Harry till he fell to the
ground unconscious.

The senior team were in a meeting and Tom paled when
the Captain asked if anyone knew Harry's whereabouts. 
She pointedly looked at him, Tom knew she would have
heard the rumours of their argument by now.

"I'm sorry Captain I don't know where he is. We've
had a bust up and he was very upset when he left me." 
Tom struggled to keep in control.

"Did you argue over the Commander?" The captain rubbed
her head in exasperation. The whole situation was
unravelling and she couldn't seem to put her finger on
what was wrong apart from rumour and gossip.

The computer console came alive. "Captain can you
please come down to the sickbay, Mr Kim has been
injured and I suggest that you get a security team
down to Ensign Tabor's quarters. I will give you more
details when you get here."

"Tuvok take a team. Tom you're with me." The pilot's
heart was beating double time. 'Please god let Harry
be all right. I'll make him happy, just let him be
all right.' Tom repeated the thought over and over
while the short journey to sick bay felt twice as
long.

When they arrived Harry was coming around, looking
sickly and weary but non-the worse for wear. "Report,
doctor," the Captain said tersely.

"Mr Kim was found in Observation Lounge One twenty
minutes ago, suffering extensive multiple injuries,
all which have been healed. Ensign Kim informed me
that Commander Chakotay was the culprit and that he
feared for Ensign Tabor's safety."

"What makes you thing Tabor is in danger, Mr Kim?"
Janeway studied the young man's face. Tom stepped
forward. "I don't understand why Chakotay should
attack you, Harry?"

Harry glanced at both of them and mumbled something as
his head fell down.

"I didn't hear you Harry, we need to know what
happened," the Captain squeezed his shoulder for
support.

Harry looked at the Captain, studiously ignoring his
lover. 

"Tom and I had a big row and I walked to the
observation lounge. When I got there Tabor was very
agitated. Chakotay had told him something that had
upset him. We got talking and I tried to comfort
him." Harry coughed, clearly getting nervous. 
"Somehow we ended up kissing." Harry gave a sideways
glance at Tom, "and Chakotay caught us. He told Tabor
to go and then warned me to stay away from both Tom
and Tabor and then he beat me up. Captain there's
something very, very wrong with him. He said both Tom
and Tabor belonged to him. I thought he was going to
kill me. Has he hurt Tabor?"

Janeway held up her hand to Harry, "I don't know about
the ensign, Tuvok's down there now. I need to know
what you and Tom argued about and if you know what
Chakotay told Tabor to upset him. Can you?"

Harry took a deep breath and looked at Tom. 

"Captain," the pilot began, "Chakotay seduced me, sort
of. We didn't have sex but we, well we did things. 
He didn't force me. He told me he loved me. While I
was talking with you he found Harry and told him what
had happened. I don't know why he told Harry except to
cause trouble. I assume he told Tabor and that was
why he was upset. Is that right Harry?"

Harry nodded miserably. Just at that moment Tuvok
entered the sickbay with Tabor. "Doctor can you check
over Ensign Tabor, I don't think he is badly hurt but
he needs some treatment." Tabor went with the doctor.


"Captain, Commander Chakotay is in the brig. I found
him in the ensign's quarters, he had just handed out
what he called old fashioned discipline. I have to
inform you Captain that the Commander is acting
irrationally and I think this is more than a romantic
liaison or liaisons that have got out of hand.
Something is seriously amiss with the Commander, he is
totally acting out of character." 

"I agree Tuvok." The captain nodded towards the
doctor's office, "shall we continue this in the
office. 

"Alright Tuvok tell me the full story."





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