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Title:  Encounter
Author:  J. Juls (jjuls@tbc.net)
Series:  TNG
Rating:  PG
Codes:  D , Mc , (K/Mc impl.)
Summary:  Data finds out about emotions from Dr. McCoy.
Encounter

"I was wrong before, Boy.  You don't sound anything like a Vulcan."

A contradiction.  Data reversed the polarities of several memory engrams.
"In what way, sir?"  The visit with this human admiral was proving most
informative!

"'Cause you talk *way* too much.  Consarn ... what planet did you say you
were from?"

"None, sir."

"Uh."  The admiral shrugged.  "Ship?  Space station?  Where you from, Boy?"

"I was constructed twenty-six point three five years ago on planet Omicron
Theta by Dr. Noon ... "

"Huh?  Make up your mind!  You just said you weren't from a planet!"

Data reran the previous ten seconds of conversation through his auditory
simulator.  Ah!  He believed he had isolated the source of error in their
communication with a likelihood of 0.9998.  "Begging the Admiral's pardon,
sir, but I did not tell you that I was not from a planet.  Rather, I told
you that I did not say which planet I was from.  I gave that answer,
however, before my subsequent statement, which revealed that I was indeed
created on ... "

"Stifle it, Boy.  You're givin' me a headache even worse than this
Godforsaken blue carpet is.  Nope, not like a Vulcan at all."

They continued to proceed slowly down the corridor.  Data passed the long
seconds by accessing all information that his mental copy of the Starfleet
personnel database carried about the admiral.  Finding many intriguing
facts, he began to cross-reference in his other databases.  He found that,
indeed, this particular admiral was more noted than any other Starfleet
officer, barring the admiral's closest associates of his day.  Data opened
his mouth to comment but received error F2749DD061, violating direct order
of superior officer.  [Override (1/0)?]  Indeed, the admiral *was* retired;
and moreover, the relative importance of his order had been low.

"You want to say something to me, Boy?"

[Override (1/0)?]

"Aw, yeah, I told you to stifle it.  Well, it's okay.  Out with it."

[1.]  "If I may, Admiral, I find from my records search that you are
much-discussed.  Perhaps one could say that you are a celebrity."

The admiral grunted, noncommital.  "One could say that."  He then turned to
peer at Data.  "Say ... you're not a fan, are ya?"

"Fan.  A device for creating a current of air or a breeze.  A machine for
winnowing.  An ardent devotee; an enthusiast.  Ah.  No, sir."

"Well, good.  'Cause I've had it up to my pits with those FSNs."

[FSN.  No entry.  Add to dictionary (1/0)?  1.]  "Inquiry!  FSNs?"

"Fucking Starfleet Nuts."

"Intriguing!"  They had reached the lift.  "The turbolift is here, sir."

He waited for the admiral to precede him.  "Doors too quiet," the admiral
muttered.  His comment did not seem to require a response.

"Sir, if I may, I am indeed not a 'fan;' I am, however, intrigued at some of
the articles about you and your colleagues; not so much for their number as
for their content.  Specifically I am intrigued by some of the articles in
scientific journals, for example, _Human Space Psychology_, _Journal Of
Confinement In Interstellar Travel_, _Proceedings Of the Society For Space
... "

"Okay, I get the point.  But I'm curious ... what was in those journals
about me?"

"Shuttlebay two," Data ordered the computer before continuing.  "In Volume
27, Page 1064 of ... ." He caught himself just in time.  "In summary, sir,
the articles seem to view Admiral Kirk, Ambassador Spock, and you as the
ideal space explorers, each embodying certain diverse characteristics of one
theoretical 'perfect' human.  And why I am intrigued, sir, is that you are
generally considered the governor, among the three, of emotion."

"Emotion."  The admiral looked askance.  "And you don't have any emotions,
right?"

"Indeed I do not, sir.  I had wished to learn from you, if only there were
time.  I am on a quest to understand human emotion, perhaps even to gain it
if I can."

The admiral closed his eyes and stood stock-still for 5.2 seconds.  Data ran
the possibilities, the most likely being that the frail gentleman needed
medical attention.  He made to call Sickbay but was stopped when the admiral
opened his eyes and nodded.  "A worthy quest."  He stood straight, then, and
oddly seemed much younger.  "Halt turbolift."  Data felt the slight
deceleration.  "Hmph.  At least they don't talk back anymore."

Data was cross-referencing talking turbolifts when the admiral asked him,
"Is there anywhere around here that we can sit and visit?"

*

Ten Forward was not crowded when they arrived.  The admiral chose Data's --
and many crewmembers' -- favorite table, before the large front windows.  He
sat with some difficulty, and he turned his face outward.  "Makes you feel
like you're really out there, alone, doesn't it?"

"Actually, sir, I *have* been out there, alone, during my initial testing;
and I must say that the index of refraction of transparent aluminum is not
... "  He felt a hand on his shoulder.  Ah!  It was the ship's bartender,
Guinan.  But he was puzzled.  Why had she touched him?  He did not know much
of her species, but among many organic humanoids, touch could serve as an
initiation of ...

"Listen, Data," she said.  "You could learn a lot from this one."  Her gaze
lingered on the admiral much longer than it had on him; indeed, siphoning
through his memory banks for all times he had seen Guinan look at anyone, he
found that the length of her gaze on the admiral was in the 99th percentile
of mean gaze time per person per occurrence for all occurrences.
Intriguing!

The admiral also was peering back at her, curiously.  Data hypothesized that
she knew him but he did not know, or did not remember, her.  Further
research was indicated at a later time.  He set a flag.  "What can I get you
to drink, Gentlemen?"  Apparently, if Guinan was indeed familiar with the
admiral, she was not going to elaborate now.

The admiral broke off his study of her.  "Altair water."

Data had never tried this beverage.  "I shall have an Altair water as well,
Guinan."  She glided away.

"Well, I guess you have a Vulcan's taste in drinks."

"Indeed?"  The admiral nodded.  "But you, sir, are not a Vulcan."

"Let's just say I got the taste for it from Spock."

Data knew, of course, about the Fal-Tor-Pan procedure; many articles had
been written about it, although virtually no solid information had been
gained as to its workings; the Vulcan elders were not generally forthcoming
with such information.  "Begging your pardon, sir, but is that because you
once carried the Ambassador's katra?"

The admiral glared at him.  "Now, just what do you know about that, Boy?"
Data opened his mouth to relay the requested information.  "No, never mind."
At that moment, Guinan returned with their drinks.  The admiral tasted his,
as Data did his own.  He set a secondary processor to analyze the molecular
content, for his current conversation was more important.  After all, he
could obtain another Altair water at any time.

After a few sips, the admiral continued.  "Let's just say, all that Vulcan
mumbo-jumbo is a blessing and a curse.  But it *is* a way of really getting
to know someone."

Indeed, the admiral's case was unique.  He must know Ambassador Spock's mind
better than perhaps any other being could.  And yet ...  "And yet, it was
Admiral Kirk to whom you were eventually married."

The admiral shot one apparently disapproving glance at Data, but then his
expression became what Data interpreted as more relaxed, tender.  "Yes.  Jim
and I ... had something special."  His eyes drifted until they found a focus
approximately 100 centimeters behind Data's head.  Data recognized this
expression as one which humans displayed when their thoughts were of some
other time or place.  After five seconds, the admiral returned his attention
to his drink.  Data was waiting for this to happen, because he had located a
contradiction between his memory files and his intake buffer.

"Inquiry!"

The admiral, sighing, slowly moved his eyes to Data.  "What now, Boy?"

"The fact of your marriage to Admiral Kirk does not mesh with my other
information about you.  For instance, if I were to extrapolate from all
previously-known data about the relationship among you, Admiral Kirk, and
Ambassador Spock, without taking into account my current knowledge of the
events which, in fact, have occurred, I would most likely predict that the
three of you would join in a triune marriage."

Data saw the lines in the admiral's forehead deepen; his left hand clenched
into a tight fist on the tabletop.  A flash of light glinted from his eye.
"Vulcans have their own ideas about such things, Boy.  And anyway, I thought
you wanted to talk about emotion.  Not much of that to go around with
Vulcans."  He grabbed his drink, holding it between his face and Data's.

Again, here was a display of emotion which Data could not begin to
understand.  "Yes, sir.  I beg your pardon, sir."

Actually, Data thought then, he might be able to understand it after all.
Sometimes humans showed these small bursts of pique when they felt that
their privacy was being violated; when they felt that someone (usually he
himself) was asking too many questions about topics which they did not wish
to discuss.  This anger was a means to "put him off the scent," as it were.
And, he reflected further, these attempts at distraction most often occurred
when his line of questioning was coming near to what would prove to be an
elemental truth, one which the humans often did not want to acknowledge,
even to themselves.  Intriguing!  Still, he would "tread more lightly" from
now on.

At that point, Guinan padded softly by, favoring the admiral with her gaze
again.  He lowered his shoulders and put down his glass, seeming to relax
and to forgive Data.

"Look, Son.  If you want to understand human emotions, you couldn't do
better than studying love.  Although it's not really an emotion, we get so
many emotions from it."

A list!  "Yes, sir:  envy, anxiety, embarrassment, anger, jealousy, grief,
sometimes even hatred.  Intriguing!  These are all emotions that most humans
consider unpleasant.  Yet why do they continue to seek out love in spite of
the side effects?"

"I'll tell you why, Son.  It's because love is something you can keep.
Something you'll always have, as long as you live."  Then the admiral
smiled, and Data suddenly knew what he had been doing wrong all along.  His
own imitative smiles always looked artificial.  Data found out by studying
the admiral's features that indeed, when he smiled, it was not an
all-at-once thing.  It was more of an organic process, akin to the blooming
of a flower, as first the admiral moved one muscle, then another and another
in turn, forming a series of exactly twenty-six distinct and complex
expressions before the final smile was achieved.  In contrast, when Data
smiled, he simply moved every servo at once until the pseudo-smile was
"pasted" onto his face.

Data backed up his visual records for the previous three seconds in
protected memory, just in case.  And he was equally fascinated to see that
the admiral's face did not hold the smile.  Muscle by muscle, the smile
faded; first around his eyes and cascading until there was only a hint left.
"You know what happened ... to Jim, don't you, Son?"

"Yes, sir; he was killed in the line of duty in Earth year 2293.  While
visiting the Enterprise-B during her maiden voyage, he died while rescuing a
transport vessel from a powerful energy ribbon.  By his actions in the
shield generator room, he saved many civilian lives and was honored as a
hero."

"Hero."  The admiral's voice was so quiet that Data needed to turn up the
gain on his auditory sensors by 3%.  Again the exquisitely-expressive face
transformed itself almost imperceptibly; moisture formed in the corner of
his left eye; he reached to dash it away -- but the hint of a smile
remained.  "Tell you what, Son -- and put this in your memory banks -- I
don't really believe he's dead."

"Sir?"  The admiral was no longer a young man.  Perhaps he was suffering
from some age-related memory malfunction.  "The historical records are
detailed.  Although no remains were ever found, the preponderance of the
evidence makes clear ... "

The admiral moved to stare intensely into Data's eyes, his biosigns
increasing; but still he spoke in low tones.  "Oh, I know he's dead, Boy.  I
*know* it.  But I don't *believe* it."  His fist thudded against his chest.

"Every day, at least once, I think of him; and I believe he's just in the
next room.  I wonder what he's doing, and think maybe I'll go in and talk to
him."  He pointed his finger to shake at Data.  "And I'll always have that,
as long as I live and breathe.  Doesn't matter where he really is."  He sat
back, composing himself.  His breathing slowed.

"Remember, Son, if you love someone, you have to take that chance.  The
chance that they might leave you, or they might not be around as long as
you.  You bein' an android and all, I suppose you have a pretty long life
expectancy."

"Although I could be killed in the line of duty at any time, sir, you are
correct.  There has been no pre-set limit on my lifespan."

"You're just gonna have to risk it, then, Son.  Because you'll never
understand love unless you find someone to love ... the way I love Jim."

Data doubted whether he could ever do that.  Granted, he did understand much
more about facial expressions now than before, but could he really
experience such an emotion?  And, knowing all that came with love, did he
want to?

"Then I do not think I shall ever understand, sir."

But the admiral was having none of it.  He grew animated.  "You can't look
at it that way, Boy!  Think positive!  For instance, that pretty gal over
there.  Looks like she's makin' eyes at you."  Data, curious, began to turn
around.  "No, no,  don't look!  I mean, look casual.  Pretend you're looking
at something else."

Data obeyed as best he could, pretending to study a plant to one side of the
bar.  He saw the person and turned back.  "Ah!  You refer to Lieutenant Yar,
Chief of Security.  A capable officer."

"Capable officer.  Well, I see there's still a lot of work for you to do.
And, as much as I wish I could help you along, I have to be getting back to
the Hood.  I expect they're wondering where in tarnation I got to."

Data rose and offered his arm to the admiral.  "Now, how close did you say
that shuttlebay is, Boy?  Because I can't walk around here like this all
day."

"I did not ... actually, it is ... not far."  Data was still confused,
however.  "I still do not understand why you do not wish to beam over, sir."

"Maybe that's one of the things that you'll never understand."

END

Challenge 62.  McCoy tells Data about his love for Kirk.



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