Path: newsspool2.news.atl.earthlink.net!stamper.news.atl.earthlink.net!stamper.news.pas.earthlink.net!elnk-nf2-pas!newsfeed.earthlink.net!wns13feed!worldnet.att.net!204.71.34.3!newsfeed.cwix.com!border1.nntp.dca.giganews.com!nntp.giganews.com!newsread.com!newsstand.newsread.com!POSTED.monger.newsread.com!not-for-mail Newsgroups: alt.startrek.creative.erotica.moderated Approved: ascem@earthlink.net Organization: Better Living Thru TrekSmut Sender: ascem@earthlink.net Message-ID: From: "Jesmihr" MIME-Version: 1.0 Mailing-List: list ASCEML@yahoogroups.com; contact ASCEML-owner@yahoogroups.com Subject: New 2 U - "Kirk's Toy" TOS K/S NC-17 Content-Type: text/plain; charset=ISO-8859-1 Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable Lines: 431 Date: Fri, 03 Sep 2004 02:55:10 GMT NNTP-Posting-Host: 209.198.142.218 X-Complaints-To: Abuse Role , We Care X-Trace: monger.newsread.com 1094180110 209.198.142.218 (Thu, 02 Sep 2004 22:55:10 EDT) NNTP-Posting-Date: Thu, 02 Sep 2004 22:55:10 EDT Xref: news.earthlink.net alt.startrek.creative.erotica.moderated:83392 X-Received-Date: Thu, 02 Sep 2004 19:55:16 PDT (newsspool2.news.atl.earthlink.net) Title: Kirk's Toy Author: Jesmihr Rating: NC-17 Warnings: This story contains explicit m/m sex.=20=20 Challenge: KisCon Story Challenge: Use the words toy, cutthroat,=20 and/or bucolic in a story. Disclaimer: The characters and the Star Trek series are the=20 property of Paramount-Viacom. This is an amateur work of fan fiction=20 written solely for pleasure, and not for profit. Feedback: Gratefully received! theargentian@mfire.com Kirk's Toy "It is said, Spock of Vulcan, that you are Kirk's toy =96 that you=20 follow his commands in the bedroom as well as on the bridge. Is=20 this true?" Commander Haidux loomed over the first officer of the=20 Enterprise, who was sprawled on the ground at the feet of the huge=20 Mergan, his hands bound tightly behind his back.=20=20 Spock met Haidux's leering gaze impassively and remained silent.=20=20 Behind the jutting rock that concealed him from the small band of=20 Mergans, Jim Kirk's fingers fairly bit into the rough stone as his=20 hazel eyes grew steely with anger. "Nothing to say, Vulcan Whore?" Haidux's lips twisted into the cruel=20 grin of a born cutthroat as he studied the helpless Vulcan. "Lift=20 him up," he snapped at his men. "I want to look Kirk's Toy in the=20 face." Two of the huge Mergans reached down to obey, hauling Spock=20 to his feet effortlessly. As soon as he was upright, Haidux wound=20 his thick fingers into Spock's silky hair and pulled the Vulcan's=20 face close to his. "Perhaps he does this to you?" he sneered, and=20 kissed Spock hard on the mouth.=20=20 Kirk saw Spock struggle unsuccessfully to move away from the=20 unwelcome caress. The Mergans who held him merely tightened their=20 grip and laughed as their leader deepened the kiss and pulled Spock=20 closer to him before he finally drew away. Spock turned his face=20 from his tormentor, allowing Kirk to see a shiny bead of green blood=20 upon his bottom lip.=20=20 With a sharp intake of breath, the starship captain strove to reign=20 in the fiery hatred that smoldered within his belly: it was=20 imperative that he think, and think clearly. He began to turn the=20 possibilities over in his head, searching desperately for a way to=20 get Spock to safety. He had no communicator; it had been lost when=20 he and Spock tried to flee the ambush. And the Enterprise was not=20 due to try to check in with him for another hour, so he could expect=20 no help there. He did have his phaser, but the Mergans were also=20 armed and there were five of them. Even with the element of=20 surprise in his favor, he wouldn't be able to take them all out, not=20 with Spock bound and unable to help him. If he killed Haidux =96 and=20 his heart fairly leaped with fierce joy at the thought =96 Spock's=20 life would almost certainly be forfeit. "Not unpleasant," laughed Haidux, "but a bit uninspired. I think=20 that Kirk must demand much more of his toy than that pathetic=20 effort, yes?" He reached out and traced the outline of Spock's=20 mouth with deceptive gentleness, capturing the drop of blood upon=20 his fingertip. The Mergan commander regarded the green droplet=20 contemplatively for a moment and then with a wolfish grin, licked it=20 off his finger with his long gray tongue. "Quite tasty," he=20 informed the others, who laughed again.=20=20 Haidux turned back to Spock. "I think, in fact, that I should like=20 to taste more of you." With swift precision, the Mergan drew his=20 dagger from his belt. Behind his rock, Kirk tensed, ready to spring. Haidux grabbed the hem of Spock's tunic and slid the dagger=20 underneath. Abruptly he yanked the knife up, slashing the tunic=20 apart in one rough motion. Unhurriedly, the Mergan sheathed his=20 dagger and then shoved the torn material away from Spock's=20 shoulders, exposing the Vulcan's lean, wiry torso and chest. He=20 grabbed Spock's chin in a brutal grasp, forcing the Vulcan's=20 sculpted face around until their eyes met. "Your brave captain=20 escaped =96 fled back to his ship, no doubt," he=20 rasped. "Unfortunate. Unfair even, for my hatred is really for=20 him, for what he did to my ship and my crew. But I'm sure he'll=20 return to reclaim his toy, as soon as he thinks it's safe." Haidux=20 stroked Spock's face thoughtfully and added, "And when he does, I=20 intend to leave him something that he will remember forever." He=20 stepped closer. Kirk fell back against the rock and scanned the bucolic landscape=20 frantically for anything that might assist him in freeing Spock from=20 the Mergans. There was nothing; nothing but rolling hills and=20 jutting boulders, and one palm-sized stone that lay at his feet.=20=20 Carefully, he stooped down and picked it up.=20=20 "I intend," Haidux informed Spock, "to make you my toy, Vulcan=20 Whore." His huge hands moved down to the fastening of Spock's=20 pants. "And when your captain returns and sees how I have broken=20 you =96 then he will taste the full bitterness of my hatred." He=20 wrenched at the fabric with both hands, rending it effortlessly.=20=20 ***** A black bishop, propelled by slender fingers, slid diagonally across=20 the chessboard until it nudged gently against the base of the white=20 queen.=20=20 "Your game is off tonight," Spock said softly, scooping up Kirk's=20 captive queen and displaying it in the palm of his hand. His=20 eyebrow rose inquiringly. "Is something distracting you?" Kirk scowled down at the board, unwilling to meet the Vulcan's=20 gaze. It had been a mistake to try to play tonight: he'd known=20 from the start he wouldn't be able to concentrate. He reached out=20 and jabbed at his king with his forefinger, toppling it over. It=20 landed on the board with a clatter that sounded unnaturally loud in=20 the quiet room. "Haidux," he finally replied tersely, adding as an=20 afterthought, "I concede."=20=20 Spock studied the top of Kirk's head in an ineffective attempt to=20 discern the true source of the human's disquiet. At last he said=20 rather tentatively, "I see. It is indeed distressing to have to=20 take a life. But=85 surely you realize that the only logical action=20 that was left to you was to=85." Apparently, it was the wrong thing to say.=20=20 "Logical!" Jim snorted. He sprang to his feet and began to prowl=20 restlessly around the small confines of his quarters. "Wanting that=20 bastard dead had nothing to do with logic." He wheeled around and=20 faced the perplexed Vulcan, his mercurial eyes blazing with=20 fury. "And I'd do it again, a thousand times over, if I could. I=20 don't regret I killed him=85 that's not it at all." The Vulcan regarded Kirk gravely. "I do not understand," he finally=20 admitted.=20=20 Kirk ran his hand through his hair and turned away, biting his=20 lip. "No," he said harshly. "You don't." He shrugged, with his=20 back still to his first officer, and said, "You can't =96 you're a=20 Vulcan."=20=20=20=20=20=20=20=20 "Jim=85" Kirk shook his head. "Forget it." He turned back to Spock, his=20 mouth hardening when he beheld the tiny wound that remained on his=20 first officer's lip. "Just=85 forget it. We'll play another time." Spock contemplated the human for a bare moment, and then arose from=20 his chair and walked over to Kirk. Clasping his hands behind his=20 back, he said, "I am not concerned about the chess game. I am,=20 however=85" "=85Concerned about me." Jim said this with a bitter laugh. "I=20 know. You always are, aren't you?" He peered into the taller man's=20 dark eyes. "You are first and foremost my loyal friend =96 always.=20=20 And you probably still would be =96 even if you knew how I've failed=20 you." Spock's eyebrow shot up beneath his bangs. "Failed me?" "Do you know," Kirk said slowly, "that most people think that you=20 and I are opposites?" Spock blinked; he was, in truth, having an inordinate amount of=20 trouble following his captain's train of thought this night.=20=20 Nevertheless, he opened his mouth to reply. "But I know differently," Kirk forged ahead. "I know that we are=20 very much alike, in one essential way. One word. One word we have=20 in common =96 and it's our guide, our savior=85 and our prison warden." A tiny crease appeared between Spock's slanted brows, an indication=20 of his bafflement. "Logic?" he ventured at last. Kirk's eyes narrowed. "Control. Think about it: we both need to=20 keep it in place every second of every day. You=85 because you're a=20 Vulcan. And I=85" He looked away, his brow furrowed. "Because I'm=20 the captain of this ship. Because 430 lives depend upon it.=20=20 Because if I lose it =96 even for one fraction of an instant =96=20 everyone might die =96 from the most anonymous ensign, to=85" He=20 swallowed and trailed off, unwilling to carry out the thought. "And=20 that is what binds us together," he concluded. "Not our=20 differences, but the one thing we have in common. Control =96 and our=20 overwhelming fear of losing it." Spock tilted his head. "Your premise has some validity," he=20 admitted. "However, I do not comprehend=85" The intense expression on Kirk's face stopped him as surely as Jim's=20 finger, which reached out and touched him on the lip, precisely at=20 the spot where Haidux's merciless kiss had wounded him.=20=20 "I lost it," Kirk whispered. "Lost=85" Spock breathed, utterly shaken by the cool human finger=20 upon his mouth. "I lost control. With Haidux =96 down there on that planet." Kirk withdrew his hand, leaving Spock torn between relief and a most=20 illogical, shameful regret. "There was no chance. I'd already=20 decided there was no chance. One phaser =96 five of them =96 no help in=20 sight. No chance. And then=85" Kirk shrugged, full of self- disgust. "I heard what he said to you =96 saw what he did =96 and I=20 lost it." "You saved me from harm =96 and quite probably saved my life," Spock=20 reminded him gently. Kirk shook his head. "That's not the point." "I fear," Spock said regretfully, "that your point eludes me." "Spock." Kirk placed his hands, deliberately, upon the Vulcan's=20 shoulders and took a deep breath. "I don't even remember what I=20 did. I was so enraged at what he said he was going to do to you=20 that I=85 I was blinded. I was blinded by my own anger =96 and by my=20 feelings for you." Kirk said the last so softly that Spock had to crane to hear.=20=20 Strange, he thought with an odd sensation of vertigo, how those=20 words, barely audible, caused his heart rate to increase so=20 drastically. Or was it instead those hands upon his shoulders, or=20 the human's close physical proximity? But this was not the time or=20 place to meditate upon those questions. He decided to take the safe=20 road. "You threw a stone against the rocks behind them," he=20 recited, "causing them to believe they were being approached from=20 that direction. When they turned, you shot Haidux and two others=20 before they realized you were there. I kicked one of the remaining=20 ones and knocked him off his feet, while you=85" "I don't remember," Kirk said harshly. "I don't remember anything=20 after I picked up that stone, and heard him say that he was going to=20 break you." "But=85 why are you chastising yourself? You did precisely the right=20 thing." "Precisely the right thing =96 for exactly the wrong reason." Kirk=20 removed his hands from Spock's shoulders and stepped back with a=20 shuddering breath.=20=20 "The wrong reason?" Kirk shook his head. "Forget it. You'd better leave. I'm=85 not=20 logical tonight. I=85 I need some time to get my control back. You=20 of all people must understand that." Spock did understand: he turned to go. But suddenly it became=20 clear to him - as he took two steps away from his captain - that he=20 did not wish to go; in fact, he could not seem to make himself go.=20=20 He hesitated; the words that next came out of his own mouth=20 surprised even him. "Would it help if I told you that he was=20 correct?" There was silence behind him, and then, "Who?" "Haidux. He was correct, when he surmised that I would follow your=20 orders=85 anywhere on this ship =96 or, for that matter, off it." "Anywhere=85" Kirk said the word slowly, as if struggling to identify=20 exactly what Spock was telling him. Spock swallowed, and came, for the first time in his life, to a=20 rash, entirely illogical decision. Gathering his courage about him,=20 he turned around. He walked back to Kirk, looked down at him, and=20 finally took the human's face in his hands. "You say that I cannot=20 understand what is in your heart," he said, very quietly. "But I=20 knew that you were there =96 and I knew that you would save me. The=20 odds were irrelevant." He bent down to the stunned human and kissed=20 him softly on the lips. "Perhaps," he said, as he leaned forward to=20 claim his captain's lips a second time, "you should also have faith=20 in me." "My god," Kirk breathed, as Spock finally drew back, "you just=20 kissed me." "Yes," Spock confirmed, and waited, with trepidation, to see what=20 Kirk would do. It did not take Kirk long; he had, after all, staked his life too=20 many times on the ability to recognize and to seize the opportunity=20 at hand. Before Spock had time to take a full breath, he found=20 himself being pulled down to the human, felt cool, insistent lips=20 upon his, felt his own body begin to respond instantly. By the time=20 Kirk's tongue slipped into his mouth, he was unmistakably,=20 emphatically hard. How can he do this to me so easily? He thought=20 to himself dizzily. And why am I not afraid?=20=20 From far away, he heard Jim's voice, full of irony. "I'm not sure=20 this is helping me regain control." He answered almost without thinking. "Perhaps control is overrated =96 at least in this one, isolated case." He felt the human stiffen with shock, but he thought he detected a=20 tinge of amusement in the human's voice when he answered. "Kissed=20 by a Vulcan. And then - informed by that same Vulcan that control=20 is overrated. I wonder what next will happen." Spock looked down to find hazel eyes staring up into his, glinting=20 with an unspoken challenge. Spock's eyebrow rose; he pulled Kirk=20 closer to him and slipped his hands underneath his captain's shirt,=20 noting with satisfaction the human's sharp intake of breath. "Do=20 you =96 indeed =96 wonder?" he asked roughly, not at all surprised to=20 find that he was already a little breathless. Kirk retaliated by stroking Spock's hard cock through the material=20 of his trousers, eliciting a tiny moan from the Vulcan. "I'm at a=20 total loss," he confessed, with exaggerated innocence. "I guess=20 you'd better show me." With a low growl, Spock scooped Kirk up in his arms. It was an easy=20 matter for him to carry the man over to the bed, lay him upon it,=20 and divest him of every scrap of clothing. Easier yet to cover the=20 cool, silken skin that trembled beneath his hands with kisses until=20 Kirk moaned and panted in wordless entreaty. "Jim," the Vulcan=20 whispered against the beating pulse of Kirk's neck, nipping gently=20 at his throat as the human tangled eager hands in his hair. He=20 kissed Jim on the mouth once, deeply, and then looked into the=20 human's fascinating, changeable eyes and saw that they had become=20 dark and unfocused with passion. Always beautiful, he thought to=20 himself. But never more than now.=20=20 He was suddenly determined to discover exactly what he could bring=20 this man to. He squirmed down upon the bed until his lips were=20 close to Kirk's straining sex; he heard Jim moan softly in=20 anticipation and smiled slightly to himself. Unhurriedly, almost=20 reverently, he licked a little droplet of pre-cum from the tip of=20 Jim's penis, shivering in delight at the taste.=20=20 "God, Spock," Jim breathed, and writhed impatiently on the bed. Spock closed his eyes and slid his mouth over the entirety of Kirk's=20 long, stiff shaft, reveling in the salty, clean taste of the human's=20 skin and the sensation of the engorged organ filling his mouth. He=20 was a Vulcan: he was not supposed to have an imagination. But he=20 had imagined just this act, with just this man, more times than he=20 could count. Kirk's hard length, swollen beneath the ministration=20 of his lips and teeth and tongue, was almost familiar; he found that=20 he knew exactly what to do to in order to cause Jim to arch and=20 stiffen and thrust frantically into his mouth. As he felt Jim start=20 to surge within him, he grasped the human's hips and pulled him even=20 closer, taking in as much of Jim's sex as possible. Kirk gasped and=20 shuddered, and called out Spock's name. Plunging deeply into the=20 Vulcan's mouth, he shot his warm slippery cum deep into his lover's=20 throat. Spock gladly would have spent more time playing with Kirk's=20 softening penis with his tongue; he was quite certain, in fact, that=20 he would never grow tired of having that particular part of Jim=20 within his mouth. But insistent hands pulled at his shoulders. "=85 Kiss you," he heard Kirk say. "I want to kiss you." With a small sigh of regret, he released the fascinating cock and=20 moved up on the bed until Jim could reach his lips with his=20 own. "You are so beautiful," Kirk told him softly, in between=20 kisses. "I want to look at you while I pleasure you. Is that all=20 right?" "Yes," Spock breathed.=20=20 Jim reached down and gently took Spock's long green cock in his=20 hands, smiling as he saw the rapt look upon the Vulcan's face. He=20 stroked its rigid length slowly as he told Spock, "You can't know=20 how many times I've thought of doing exactly this, and of seeing=20 that exact expression upon your face. Do you realize how many=20 nights I've lost sleep, thinking about you, and all the things I=20 wanted to do to you?" "No, I=85 Oh! Jim!" was all that Spock could manage. Kirk's hands=20 upon him, stroking him in this way, were going to drive him mad=85 or=20 cause him to disintegrate=85 or both. He was certain of it. And he=20 was equally certain that he had to have more of it. He found=20 himself thrusting into Kirk's grasp, caring nothing about control,=20 or what his face was displaying, or the sounds that were coming from=20 his mouth. All he cared about was having Kirk's hands upon him, of=20 finding a way to have more of that tormenting, maddening, thoroughly=20 exhilarating touch. His hands clutched at the mattress beneath him=20 as he arched and trembled and threw his head back=85 and came at last=20 into Jim's hands. They drifted for an indeterminate amount of time, arms and legs=20 entangled, Spock's breath falling softly upon the hollow of Kirk's=20 neck. At some point, Jim ruffled the Vulcan's hair and pressed his=20 lips against Spock's ear. Spock opened his eyes, sensing that Jim=20 wanted to talk.=20=20 "I somehow don't think," Jim told him quietly, "that what we just=20 did is going to make it easier." "It?" "Keeping a level head the next time you're in danger." Spock raised himself up on his elbow and regarded Jim=20 solemnly. "What would you have done if Haidux had threatened any=20 other member of the crew, instead of me?" Kirk scowled slightly. "I don't know," he hedged. "I do," Spock informed him with certainty. "You would have=20 calculated that you had almost no chance of making a successful=20 rescue. Then you would have picked up a small stone. You would=20 have thrown that stone against the rocks behind the Mergans, causing=20 them to believe they were being approached from that direction.=20=20 When they turned, you would have shot Haidux and two others before=20 they realized=85" "All right, I get your point. And maybe you're right." He grimaced=20 at the skeptical look he received from the Vulcan, and said, "O.K.,=20 you are right. But =96 if it had been anyone else=85" "It might have felt different. But your actions =96 and the end=20 result =96 would still have been the same." Spock gave the human a=20 tiny, almost-smile. "We need not waste our time pretending=20 otherwise." Kirk cocked his head, intrigued by something in the Vulcan's=20 tone. "Really. And our time would be better spent=85?" Spock fell back on the bed with an expression that was so blatantly=20 seductive that it took Kirk's breath away. "I am at your command.=20=20 Anywhere on this ship =96 or off it." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ASCEM messages are copied to a mailing list. Most recent messages can be found at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ASCEML. NewMessage: