Path: newsspool2.news.atl.earthlink.net!stamper.news.atl.earthlink.net!stamper.news.pas.earthlink.net!elnk-nf2-pas!newsfeed.earthlink.net!wn14feed!worldnet.att.net!216.196.98.144!border2.nntp.dca.giganews.com!border1.nntp.dca.giganews.com!nntp.giganews.com!newsread.com!newsstand.newsread.com!POSTED.monger.newsread.com!not-for-mail Newsgroups: alt.startrek.creative.erotica.moderated Approved: ascem@earthlink.net Organization: Better Living Thru TrekSmut Sender: ascem@earthlink.net Message-ID: From: "Nick" MIME-Version: 1.0 Mailing-List: list ASCEML@yahoogroups.com; contact ASCEML-owner@yahoogroups.com Subject: NEW TNG "Hard Won: Pillow Talk" 2/2 [NC-17] P/Q Content-Type: text/plain; charset=ISO-8859-1 Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable Lines: 466 Date: Thu, 07 Oct 2004 22:55:06 GMT NNTP-Posting-Host: 209.198.142.218 X-Complaints-To: Abuse Role , We Care X-Trace: monger.newsread.com 1097189706 209.198.142.218 (Thu, 07 Oct 2004 18:55:06 EDT) NNTP-Posting-Date: Thu, 07 Oct 2004 18:55:06 EDT Xref: news.earthlink.net alt.startrek.creative.erotica.moderated:85020 X-Received-Date: Thu, 07 Oct 2004 15:55:09 PDT (newsspool2.news.atl.earthlink.net) Disclaimers, etc in Part 1/2. Last chance: something explicit this=20 way comes. "How do you know so much about human sexuality?" Q held the man's=20 gaze as he spread his legs further. "I did some research. I had a feeling it might come in handy." Jean- Luc leaned down and kissed the inside of Q's knee before dragging=20 his lips slowly up the length of a long, toned thigh.=20 "Research?" he murmured, smirking against the soft skin at the join=20 of the entity's leg. Q's hips shifted. "Reading manuals, watching=20 holo-vids, that sort of thing?" Q snorted breathlessly. "Sure, okay." "Field research, then?" Jean-Luc replaced his mouth with a strong=20 hand and held Q's hips down firmly. Still smirking, he exhaled warm=20 breath over the entity's straining erection.=20 "Mmmm=85 Mmmhmm." Picard drew the tip of his tongue so lightly up the=20 underside of Q's cock that half of the stroke had him licking at=20 salty, musky air. Q's body tried to squirm, his hips tried to=20 thrust, but Jean-Luc supplemented his grip with some of his body=20 weight and soon the entity stilled again, his breathing audible. "So you've had sex? With humans?" Jean-Luc smiled against the soft,=20 wet head of Q's cock, loving the way it slithered over his lips as=20 he spoke. The entity made a breathy sound, as though what was=20 supposed to be a moan had died on his lips when his lover had=20 ceased to actively stimulate him.=20 "Jean-Luc=85" His eyes beginning to glaze over, Picard watched Q's=20 erection bob and tremble as the entity wriggled in his grasp. The=20 organ was urgent in its quivering, seeming to seek relieving=20 friction on its own when the body it was attached to could no longer=20 offer aid. He licked his lips, swallowing down some of the extra=20 saliva that had formed in his mouth at the mere contemplation of Q's=20 cock.=20 "How many humans have you had sex with?" Jean-Luc couldn't help=20 chuckling against Q's thigh when the entity choked out a frustrated=20 sound through clenched teeth. "What difference does it make? Do you really want to know that I=20 poked and prodded with thirty-seven different humans in preparation=20 for having you? Do you really want to know that an embarrassingly=20 large proportion of them were short bald men? Jean-Luc, just fuck me=20 already!" Not wanting to risk removing his hands from Q's hips,=20 Picard leaned in and kissed the straining, flushed cock in front of=20 him, regretting as he did that he couldn't talk at the same time.=20 Even now he found that some part of him rebelled against letting Q=20 have the last word. Q's soft moan got louder when he swirled his=20 tongue over the leaking head, and Jean-Luc couldn't believe he had=20 managed to live for so long without the taste of another man on his=20 tongue. But this wasn't just another man; this was Q, a man -- or=20 something -- that he was increasingly starting to believe that he=20 might love. The thought made him echo his lover's moan, and before=20 he realized what he was doing, Jean-Luc had taken the tip of Q's=20 erection into his mouth. Q's body tensed, and a sheen of sweat=20 seemed to spring up over him instantly as the entity gasped and=20 jerked. Jean-Luc could feel the resistance under his hands and tried=20 to allot some part of his attention to maintaining his grip, but it=20 was so easy to lose himself in the musky bitterness and living,=20 pulsing need gliding over his tongue. Q began to tremble and then he=20 was gasping softly, so softly, "Oh=85Oh=85 Jean-Luc=85 It feels=85 It's so=20 much better=85 but=85 but=85"=20 Unconsciously quirking a dark brow, Picard made an interrogative=20 noise and plunged his mouth further over Q's cock, tightening his=20 lips around the taut flesh and imagining he could feel the blood=20 hammering there. Q was whimpering now, half-started words strangling=20 in his throat. When Jean-Luc closed his eyes and exhaled through his=20 nose to help relax his throat so that he could take his lover in=20 more deeply, he felt strong thighs shifting as Q tried to pull away.=20 Startled, he let the cock slip from his lips, pulling a tiny,=20 glistening trail of saliva and precum between them as it went, and=20 eased his grip on the entity's hips.=20 "I=85 I don't want to=85 come without you=85 inside me," Q panted with=20 much effort.=20 "It would help you relax," Jean-Luc murmured, smiling hazily up at=20 the entity and tasting the inside of his mouth, thrilled to find=20 traces of Q still there.=20 "I don't want to relax, Jean-Luc, I want to get fucked=85 and you=20 didn't seem to have a lot of trouble when it was your turn. I think=20 you're the one who needs to relax and just get on with it. I would=20 suck you off first, but I think we'd have problems in phase two if I=20 did that." Q's eyes were dancing under low lids and the man had to=20 laugh at himself for over thinking things yet again. He could manage=20 anal sex with a minimum of discomfort when he wanted to, and he had=20 even learned to enjoy what pain could not be avoided. Why was he=20 being so protective of Q? Q had never performed this particular act,=20 but doubtlessly he had performed something analogous, probably more=20 times than the man could imagine. Beyond that, there was also the=20 possibility of Q's using his powers to keep his human body's=20 reaction within the limits of acceptability, at least the first=20 time. The idea of Q using his powers to alter the experience of sex=20 for one or both of them did not disturb him, but the fact that it=20 did not disturb him disturbed him. When he spared a glance up the=20 length of that damp, straining body with legs open and cock so=20 impossibly hard for him, though, all of his misgivings vaporized in=20 a hot rush of desire.=20 Settling himself into a comfortable kneel between Q's thighs and=20 trying to control his urgency with deep breaths, Jean-Luc held up=20 his hand where the entity could see it and brushed his fingers=20 against his thumb meaningfully. In an instant the brushing became=20 sliding as Q wished silky lubrication into existence. He trailed his=20 fingertips lightly over the underside of Q's erection and, though=20 the entity shivered, Q frowned warningly down at Jean-Luc. //I know,=20 I know, 'just get on with it.'// Grinning faintly, Picard urged the=20 entity to spread his legs further. "A pillow under your hips would be a good idea. Actually, you might=20 do better to roll over." The man overcame his impulse to blink like=20 a startled animal when Q's hips were suddenly a few inches higher=20 than they had been a moment ago, a pink, heart-shaped, lace-lined=20 pillow raising them comfortably. He snickered. "I always knew you=20 were a flaming queen, Q, but somehow I didn't think you'd want to=20 announce it over the comm system." "Strong words from a man who won't even put his dick inside me."=20 Q's rejoinder had exactly what Picard would decide, in retrospect,=20 had been the intended effect. His caution momentarily forgotten as=20 he let himself be wrapped up and toted away by the invigorating=20 challenge of their dynamic, Jean-Luc's only thought, if he had one=20 at all, was, //I'll show you!// as he plunged one slick finger past=20 the tight ring of muscle guarding the entrance to Q's human body. Q=20 made a choked sound and Picard's heart stopped for a beat before the=20 entity was spreading his legs wider and groaning, "Finally=85" "Are you okay? Does it hurt?" Jean-Luc murmured, relieved to find,=20 as he explored gently with his finger, that Q had at some point=20 lubricated the inside of his own body. The muscle was more relaxed=20 than he had expected it to be, and the man found that he was soon=20 able to insinuate the tip of a second digit inside his lover. "Hurt=85? I=85 I'm not used to=85 I have no idea=85 It's=85" Q was babbling,=20 his voice suffused with quiet awe and even a hint of curiosity.=20 Smiling as he let the knowledge that he had somehow managed to give=20 the gift of curiosity to a being many times older than his own home=20 planet wash over him, Jean-Luc inched his second finger further=20 inside. He held his breath as the last knuckle breached the gently=20 spasming muscle, but Q only moaned and trembled. Jean-Luc paused,=20 letting the entity rest that way for a moment. Q's breathing slowed=20 a bit and after a few seconds he was raising his ass, silently=20 asking for more. "I take it you approve, then?" Jean-Luc chuckled when Q tried to=20 snort dismissively even as his hips squirmed and his human breath=20 came in soft pants. "You'll approve of this, I know." Glancing=20 upward as he focused on the landscape inside of Q's body, Picard=20 worked his fingers in and out slowly until he located the warm,=20 spongy gland he had hoped the entity had not neglected to include in=20 this embodiment.=20 "What=85?" But the rest of Q's words were lost in a choked moan as=20 Jean-Luc brushed the pads of his fingers gently over that spot=20 inside him.=20 "I was hoping to find that you'd been this thorough, Q," the man=20 rumbled huskily, briefly closing his eyes against the sensation of=20 the entity's muscles pulling at him, trying to draw his fingers in=20 deeper. His cock wept onto the sheets, no longer content with being=20 forgotten in favor of Q. //I could come just like this, with my=20 fingers inside him, if I let myself.// Growling, Q bent his knees=20 and hitched his hips hard, swallowing the penetrating digits up to=20 their very hilts. "I'm hoping=85 that you're=85 about to get a=85 lot more=85 thorough=20 yourself," the entity gasped. Jean-Luc pressed against Q's prostate=20 again, harder this time, and took the opportunity as his lover=20 groaned and shuddered to spread his fingers apart, to test the=20 muscles that held him. It would be tight but possible, he decided.=20 Withdrawing gingerly, the man counted to five silently to calm=20 himself before he dared to grip his erection, hot and straining, now=20 slathered in lubricant of Q's making, at its base and guide it=20 toward the entity's opening. Q trembled very slightly in=20 anticipation and arched, twining his arms above his head in a self- indulgent pose that nearly had Jean-Luc coming hard before he'd even=20 entered his body.=20 "My God, Q," the man whispered breathlessly, his hazy eyes wanting=20 to leap out of their sockets and crawl along the length of Q's=20 drawn, downy stomach, over his slick, quivering chest, and up and up=20 until they had an intimate view of parted, full lips and darkly=20 clouded eyes.=20 "Your sex god?" Those lips curved very faintly upward at the corners=20 as Q caressed Jean-Luc's thigh with the pads of his toes. "Yes, anything, just=85 stay like that." Q's answering smirk became a=20 starry-eyed grimace when the man pressed forward firmly, the head of=20 his cock breaching the tight opening before it stopped, quivering=20 inside him. They breathed together, Q blinking rapidly and trying to=20 relax around the strange new invasion, and Jean-Luc searching=20 himself for the serenity and objectivity it would take him to keep=20 from shooting immediately inside all of that tight heat. Dimly, the=20 man remembered with pained amusement that his recent sexual=20 experiences, what few there had been of them, had seen him digging=20 inside himself for fantasies and ideas that would help to get him=20 hard, help to get him off. //I had forgotten how good it is to feel=20 powerless against pleasure, to be striving against it instead of=20 striving to achieve it.// The thought gave Jean-Luc the distance he=20 needed to continue, and he began rock his hips gently, burying more=20 of himself inside the entity with each thrust. Whimpering and=20 sweating beneath him, Q locked his legs around Picard's waist and=20 drew the man to him hard. Their flesh slapped together and Jean-Luc=20 lost his balance in the crackle and burn of nerves overcome with=20 sensation as his cock was swallowed in groping heat. He fell forward=20 over Q's splayed body, his lips sliding along the tight, flushed=20 chest he so ardently admired and Q embraced him with strong,=20 slippery arms. All premeditation was gone as their bodies found a=20 rhythm, moderate at first and then rougher, with Jean-Luc clinging=20 to the sheets to keep them both from sliding into the wall.=20 "More, Jean-Luc=85" Q moaned into the man's ear, his hot breath=20 caressing that sensitive spot and making Jean-Luc shudder and=20 whimper. "Fuck me harder=85 Please...! Oh, more=85" All at once, in a devastating rush, Picard knew he was going to lose it. His=20 muscles strained and his wiry chest hair rasped over the entity's=20 nipples as he shook, trying to hold on just that much longer. It was=20 too much; there was fire stroking his cock in a rhythm made perfect=20 by its having been conceived by his own body; Q was biting his=20 shoulder and clawing at him, transformed into an even more primitive=20 animal by his rapture; the pain from the entity's abrasion of his=20 skin triggered sparks behind Jean-Luc's eyes and in his balls,=20 drawing them painfully tight. Any second now, any second, it was=20 going to happen, he was going to come and empty himself and he=20 wanted to think of Q's pleasure, to ensure that his lover achieved=20 climax first, but he was quickly losing the ability to think of=20 anything at all. //If only it hadn't been so long since I=85 Dieu, oh Dieu=85// The man moaned, grimacing, feeling himself beginning fall.=20 He glanced up helplessly and Q's dark eyes were there, waiting for=20 him, wide and euphoric. "Do it. Do it. Come inside me, Jean-Luc." Jean-Luc was shuddering before his name left those perfect lips, his=20 eyes rolling back into his head, his back hollowing, his hips=20 pounding forward in stuttering, arrhythmic surges. Heat gushed up=20 from his thighs, pouring into Q's body and into his own, making him=20 grimace and gasp and shake with the force of it. The man was faintly=20 aware that Q was convulsing beneath him, crying out and squeezing=20 him inside, but by then he was already falling in slow motion with=20 no strength left to catch himself. They collapsed together in a=20 spent heap, Jean-Luc's head fitting comfortably in the hollow of Q's=20 shoulder and resting wetly there for some time.=20 "Any pain?" Jean-Luc mumbled against the entity's skin when his body=20 had calmed. "Mmm? Oh=85Some." Q's voice sounded dreamy and far away, but the man=20 couldn't elude a sharp prick of guilt at the thought of having hurt=20 his lover. "I'm sorry, Q." //But you were so impatient. I tried to warn you.//=20 Q's slick chest vibrated against Jean-Luc's cheek as the entity=20 chuckled. "Don't be, Jean-Luc. About five minutes ago I thought of wishing it=20 away and then decided I actually sort of liked it." Jean-Luc smirked=20 sleepily, running the heel of a lazy hand up and down the length of=20 Q's slack bicep.=20 "'Five minutes ago'? You'd better get back to the Continuum before=20 you really start to think like a human." Q snickered dismissively,=20 but the man could feel a subtle change in the entity's posture. He=20 had tensed slightly, and his breathing, while still even, was just=20 that much shallower.=20 "Speaking of the Continuum=85" Wincing as his muscles protested, Jean- Luc pushed himself up to lean on one elbow so that they could look=20 at each other. "You have to go." Q nodded, his eyes flitting around the room with a=20 calculated sobriety that nearly concealed his nervousness. He sat=20 slowly and raised his hand to snap but the man took it in his own.=20 Arched, expressive brows drew together. "Don't=85 change anything. I mean, leave me like this." Jean-Luc nodded down at himself,=20 indicating his sweat and semen slicked body. Nodding once with a=20 faint, rueful half-smile, the entity tried to pull his hand away but=20 found that it was still held fast. "Q, are you in some kind of=20 danger? Are they angry with you?" Jean-Luc felt the Q's hand go limp=20 in his and he risked letting go, hoping his lover wouldn't vanish=20 without answering. The man had a flash of wondering whether he would=20 ever trust Q not to come and go inappropriately. Instead of=20 snapping, Q shrugged and glanced around again.=20 "I don't know exactly what they're up to. All I know is that I've=20 been=85 absent recently. They couldn't locate me properly because I=20 was spending a lot of time in my human form and I wasn't using my=20 powers much." "Research," the man rumbled, and Q nodded. "Mmm=85 But tonight=85 Well, I might as well have sent out an all points=20 bulletin. I just want to get back before they decide to demand my=20 presence. You know, 'the best defense is a good offense', as you=20 humans are so fond of oversimplifying." Jean-Luc's legs squirmed=20 under him as he struggled into a sitting position. Q's wandering=20 eyes made him uneasy and he mustered what presence and charisma he=20 had that hadn't been pumped out of his cock and into the entity's=20 human body along with his energy and his heart and his liquefied=20 brain to hold his lover's gaze.=20 "But surely you're allowed to be absent for as long as you like=85 I=20 thought the Continuum was about individuality and suggestion rather=20 than conformity and requirement." Q made every effort to turn his=20 grimace into a sheepish smile, but Jean-Luc saw it for what it=20 was. "What, Q? What are you not telling me?" The entity's face=20 contorted into a scowl, but his eyes drooped, making the expression=20 grotesque and almost painful to look at.=20 "It's complicated." Jean-Luc narrowed his eyes. "Too complicated for my miniscule human brain to comprehend, I=20 suppose you mean." "Something like that." Sitting back on his heels, Q made a show of=20 putting some distance between them as he crossed his arms over his=20 bare chest. "I'm not buying it, Q. There's something you don't want me to know."=20 Jean-Luc was frowning, preparing to turn the other cheek to whatever=20 hurtful thing the entity might snap at him, but suddenly Q lowered=20 his face into his hands and shook his head. Muffled, bitter laughter=20 squeezed its way between his long fingers. "Oh, Jean-Luc," Q sighed as he raised his head, a sardonic grin=20 seeming to crack his face in half. "It's so ironic I can't stand=20 it." The man furrowed his brow and inched toward Q on his knees,=20 hoping the entity wouldn't pull away again. "What is?" Q bore Jean-Luc's gentle touch of his thigh, and in a=20 moment he was covering the man's hand with his own. "If you were as stupid and insensitive as most humans, it would be=20 so easy to lie to you that I wouldn't even think twice before I did=20 it=85 but if you were as stupid and insensitive as most humans, there wouldn't be anything to lie about." Snorting mirthlessly, Q=20 shook his head again. Jean-Luc squirmed his thumb out from under the=20 entity's hand to run it soothingly across the dainty knuckles along=20 the back.=20 "So this=85 situation with the Continuum has something to do with me?"=20 Q drew in a deep breath and when he let it out again, looking=20 regretfully at the far wall, it was as though his purpose had gone=20 with it. "It has everything to do with you, actually. Well, that's not true;=20 it has everything to do with Q and Q being sore losers, and Q's=20 having been jealous of my ingenuity since time immemorial. But it's=20 all getting hung on you, unfortunately." Jean-Luc kissed Q's=20 shoulder chastely, almost incidentally. "I'm afraid my miniscule human brain requires a bit more=20 elaboration." The entity smiled softly, looking back at him. //He=20 loves me. I don't actually think those three words will ever make=20 sense to me.// Jean-Luc deliberately dog-paddled above another set=20 of three words that he was not ready to face.=20 "Right. Well, Q and I used to tool around together a lot. We were=20 interested in a lot of the same things, and at the time I was as=20 reckless as he was but not jaded enough to snub him on the basis of=20 my not needing anyone else to enjoy myself. He was always getting us=20 into scrapes=85 always taking things just a teency bit too far.=20 It took me a few hundred years to realize he was trailing along on=20 my cosmic coattails because he was too stupid to think of=20 interesting things to do on his own and he was so resentful about it=20 that he wanted all of my brilliant ideas to blow up in my face after=20 he was finished enjoying them."=20 Picard's dark brows knitted tightly as he tried to absorb Q's=20 narrative as quickly and thoroughly as he might be expected to.=20 Which Q was this? What sorts of reckless things? What in the=20 universe could 'just a teency bit too far' mean to a Q? Throwing=20 planets out of alignment? Blowing them up? Causing an entire species=20 to evolve as organic lawn chairs? He blinked and nodded when he=20 realized Q was waiting patiently for permission to continue.=20 "So that's Q. Q and Q aren't as destructive, but they've got a lot=20 of sway among the others. Actually, they're worse because they're=20 big advocates for the Continuum as a whole taking more interest in=20 the private affairs of individual Q. It's this whole 'social=20 government' idea they're philosophizing about; total sophistry." "Isn't it always? Sophistry, I mean." "What?" "When anyone tries to justify poking into people's private lives as=20 a matter of social concern." "Who's telling this story? Presumptuous human. Anyway. The basic=20 gist is that when a Q does something he oughtn't -- and who decides=20 that, hmm? -- we're all supposed to get together to scowl=20 disdainfully at him and refuse to join with him until he's learned=20 his lesson. Of course, as you know, when a Q does something he=20 REALLY shouldn't do, the Continuum steps in and does a lot more than=20 scowl at him=85 but the sorts of things Q and Q want to discourage=20 don't really justify that kind of action on the part of the=20 Continuum." "Such as?" Q shrugged, sighing. "I don't know, neglecting one's fellow Q in order to obsess over a=20 primitive lifeform, the mere mention of whom has them all glaring=20 blue murder anyway?" Jean-Luc couldn't help grinning faintly. "A sort of 'there goes the neighborhood' situation? Little Susie's=20 mooning over a Cardassian?" Q snickered, but the man caught the=20 twinkle in his eyes before they roamed away from him. "Right, only the Cardassian is an amoeba and Little Susie is a hyper- intelligent, telepathic, empathic immortal entity." Rolling his=20 eyes, Jean-Luc nipped at the soft flesh of Q's bicep. Q tried to=20 glare at him, but the expression dissolved into a fond smirk. "I believe you said something about Q and=85 Q being sore losers." The entity shifted gently against Jean-Luc, pulling away and drawing=20 up straighter. "It's a long story, and I've already told you more than I'd intended=20 to. Whatever happens, I don't want you to think it's your fault. I=20 really do need to go." The man nodded soberly and tucked his hand=20 behind Q's head. "Be careful," he murmured as he kissed the full lips that lowered to=20 meet his. "I love you, Jean-Luc." Before he could answer, or even think about=20 what he might say, Q was gone. [End Chapter 3] ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ASCEM messages are copied to a mailing list. Most recent messages can be found at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ASCEML. NewMessage: